Cherry Tea

I whip my hair back and forth x1000

2010-11-19T12:49:00.000-08:00

#7— A photo that makes you happy

Well I won't say happy, but it does make me laugh

HAHAHHAHAHA WHO REMEMBERS THIS??

stalkerazzi alert /whoo
girls are THAT dangerous ^^

note:
I didn't take that ! It was Hena , she was pretending to answer her phone , but in the end , she embarrassed herself because her phone actually rang during the act -__-

#6

2010-11-19T12:46:00.000-08:00

#6- Whatever tickles your fancy, well, mine ^^

saving for another day when something actually tickle my fancy.

who knew

2010-11-15T08:40:00.000-08:00

Katy Perry can be so inspirational

watch and you won't regret!

#5

2010-11-15T08:27:00.000-08:00

#5— Your favorite quote

The Sun Tzu's Art of War quotes are still my favourite, they inspire oneself to use their BRAINS.

click and you'll see the thing ^^

Divergence

2010-11-14T08:39:00.000-08:00

a little off-track
so I've been deleting those weird and immature posts in facebook
but, being tagged again, with the same post.
Therefore, I'll do it here instead to prevent embarrassment (considering this post will be buried after many others) x)

A tag from Jolene which I have no means of putting it up publicly.
"My kind of boy"

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
I would prefer someone presentable instead of a Mr-mismatched-feature. By presentable, it harbours a deeper meaning.

2. Smart?
About my level of intelligence, I don't want an idiot, nor a genius. I am an egoistic and yet, a shallow person.

3. Preferred age?
Doesn't matter, because by 'presentable' mentioned in #1, do you think I would date an 80-year-old old man?

4. Preferred height?
About 175 and above, without looking like a lamp pole.

5. How about a sense of humor?
Yes, during the right time, since I can be quite temperamental to the extent that I get pissed at the ones I couldn't understand or bothered. Though sometimes lame jokes do crack me up.

6. How about piercings?
Preferably none, or just ear piercings. I am no fan of exotic creatures.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
Why not? But I am not perfect and I seek for perfection if its within my reach. I'd like a man who is able to make me... no, inspire me to be a better person than what I already am.

8. Pink hair?
No, thank you.

9. Mushy or no?
Too mushy is bothersome, none at all is plain boring. Nothing too cheesy would be fine (:

10. Thin or fat?
Has to be just right (:

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
Nay, I only have my eyes on healthy golden/olive/WHITE-(caucasian) complexions. And golden means to have not more than 2 shades darker than MY skin colour.

12. Long hair or short hair?
Short, with a hint of style but not overdone.

13. Plastic or metal?
I have no means of dating a 'himbo' nor a punk.

14. Smells good?
Yes, for I am a fan of perfumes and fragrances.

15. Smoker?
No.

16. Drinker?
By the term 'drinker', it is an ambiguous word. In terms of alcohol, I don't mind one who appreciates a good wine but I do not fancy alcohol dependence.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
Its fine, but I'd like a more defined character.

18. Muscular?
A hint of abs but please, no 'stacked tao kuas'.

19. Plays piano?
Anything.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
Better, I like bass players

21. Plays violin?
No no no no !!

22. Sings very good?
You think I'd want to date a bieberfied crow? Hell no !

23. Vain?
As long as he's concerned about his appearance to not make me embarrassed, then yes please. But I'm vain enough and I have no hopes of being surpassed.

24. With glasses?
Only when he needs it. Better without. Glasses = a lifetime curse.

25. With braces?
I wouldn't mind, since he will be taking it off soon anyway, braces aren't permanent and I had them too, so how bothersome can it be?

26. Shy type?
Shy guys are disastrous. Nuff said

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
Has a principle of his own, a good sense, and flexibility. With that, he will know the consequence of 'to rebel' or 'not to rebel'

28. Active or passive?
Not that I have ever thought of dating an autistic man.

29. Tight or bomb?
The one question I have never been able to understand.

30. Singer or dancer?
In case any one of you has ever wondered why do I have an obsession with Junno, he's a dancer AND a singer.

31. Stunner?
Ask me this question after my wedding alright ^^

32. Hip hop?
Hip hop genre fan? I'm cool. Hip hop dancer? I'm cool. A Hip hop practitioner? Please stay away.

33. Earrings?
If this refers to piercings, refer previous question. If not, then I have no concern.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-exs-until-you-drop?
I don't mind, depending on his taste with reference to his exes. I don't want to be the crème de la crème in his partner record, for that would mean he must have been blind.

35. Dimples?
None of my concern.

36. Bookworm?
A man who is able to balance social life, hobby, in which this question would specify 'reading' and work with a fine grasp of everything. Just in case I were to bring up topics regarding the 'Three Kingdoms', or reason behind the beheading of Lady Anne Boleyn.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
Preferably not. I am not well organized enough to keep letters.

38. Playful?
Yes, and to be able to regain composure at the right time.

39. Flirt?
With me at the right time; with other girls, no chance!

40. Poem writer?
Thomas Hardy gave me a hard time to decipher his meanings, not that I need additional workload.

41. Small?
what sense?

42. Campus crush
Now, if you have the clearest picture of my college, no. In later years, I don't mind.

43. Painter?
Not a compulsory attribute I seek, but he should at least appreciate Van Gogh's work.

44. Religious
As long as he's not all that obsessed or totally ignorant and know what's best for him. But he should know the basic in all religions: a good nature.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
As long as he doesn't trample my ego or dignity.

46. Computer games geek? Or Internet freak?
Considering the reliance on the Internet, I wonder how people could survive without it. Depending how geeky or freaky he may be, but I am against DoTA and cybercrime.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
And that would mean perfection. But I do not seek perfection in such an unreasonable sense. tuttavia, conversare in italiano è un grande vantaggio ;)

48. Loyal or faithful?
for extreme loyalty, I should have invested on a dog; and faith, a pastor. As long as we're compatible, it doesn't give him a reason to not be loyal nor faithful.

49. Good kisser?
mhmmm ^^

50. Loves children?
Yes, please. Because I don't. Well considering me being a very impatient person. However, I do not want a person with his main reason is to get me pregnant, thank you very much. So even if he doesn't like children, its fine by me unless he decides to torment my child in any sense in the future, its unforgivable.

end.
Note: All these ain't permanent because I change my views or perceptions quite occasionally.

#4

2010-11-13T21:04:00.000-08:00

#4 — Your favorite book

._____.
although I'm extremely shallow,

MOVE

and make way for this awesome book:

:D

# 3

2010-11-12T11:34:00.000-08:00

#3 Favorite television program *S

YAY!!

Its so tough to pick one out of many, so I decided to pick 2 of each instead ^^

And lastly, who could resist

America's Next Top Model!!

#2 :D

2010-11-10T06:26:00.000-08:00

Favourite Movie

Yes, How could you NOT like this???

I've got more but this is the best thing I've seen this year :D

shocked!

2010-11-08T10:35:00.000-08:00

KATO NATSUKI LOOKS LIKE JEANETTE AW!! sooooo sooooo much!!!

Left: Jeanette Aw. Right: Kato Natsuki.

I.was.shocked.
If you google up Kato Natsuki's photo in Hana Yori Dango or if you did watch the show,
its like, déjà vu!!

up for the challenge yo! #1

2010-11-07T07:04:00.000-08:00

title has it all :D

#1 Favorite song

Speak Now; Taylor Swift
Her new album :D
and this is the best I can find, a video that is most likely NOT to be removed soon
Cheeky song xD
I like how she describes the wedding, its so Bertram + Rushworth (Mansfield Park)

*edited

a twist

2010-11-04T18:19:00.000-07:00

I admit, its actually boring to be reading one whole tonne of words with no pictures.
And what's worst? Everything doesn't make sense!!
Ok, I'm going to do something different:
I'll take the '30 days challenge on tumblr' and apply it here.
So these are the topics I'll be writing on for the next 30 posts (30 days? you've got to be kidding me!)
If you're like me, dying for something different, you can try it too ;)

Day 01 — Your favorite song
Day 02 — Your favorite movie
Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote
Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
Day 09 — A photo you took
Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 13 — A fictional book
Day 14 — A non-fictional book
Day 15 — A fanfic
Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 19 — A talent of yours
Day 20 — A hobby of yours
Day 21 — A recipe
Day 22 — A website
Day 23 — A YouTube video
Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
Day 27 — This month, in great detail
Day 28 — This year, in great detail
Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

be realistic!

2010-11-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

So most of the times when we look at ourselves in the mirror,
we tend to fret about the imperfections no matter how small the details are.
hair, skin, eyes, lips, nose, you name it.
I do it myself as well!
common ones coming out from most people are:
eyes not being big enough, no double eyelid, classifying their eyelids (LOL @ Xia Xue for that point)
dry skin, oily skin, acne
lips too thick, too thin, too dry, too pale, too dark
ETC!!

I am in no position to give encouragement because I, too, very often complain about... everything mentioned above!!
but I'm writing this so that when I feel really down, I could dig this post up to regain my confidence! and if you like it, you can do it too ;D

But have you ever realise, sometimes people don't even bother about your imperfections
instead, your attitude is what people tend to adore.

Look, I'm not saying that people will be totally OK if you have,
idk? a mismatched feature? but who knows? someone might think you're exotic!
Yes, people do judge others based on their covers (physically)
but it doesn't last long, I can assure you that.

I, myself, have a great deal of inferiority complex.
I just tend to adore people with confidence/great hair/high nose/prettily shaped mouth/fair skin/etc!!
but now, I'll just scrape them off because why bother comparing?
We are totally different individuals, and what makes it interesting is that we possess something others don't.
Like we call ourselves fat, some people are dying to be fat!!-think of the Malnourished kids!
Or we call ourselves short, some people are dying to be an inch shorter!!
So why are we complaining so much??
Some are less fortunate!
So why don't we embrace our imperfections!?

No one can measure 'pretty' or 'ugly'.
Unless you want to calculate the inches between your eyes and nose,
but,
are you that free???
yeah there's a page in Wikipedia on physical appearance if I'm not mistaken
so you can calculate how much you resemble Marilyn Monroe, Audrey Hepburn or Coco Chanel ey?

instead,
why not cultivate a good attribute?
good hobbies like reading, writing, sports, gardening, cooking;
or good manners?
be humble, respect others, giving thanks and apology, stop using derogatory words;
or improve yourself physically?
have a good posture when you sit or walk, smile often, walking confidently.
(that's all I can think about currently)

Its hard to get over with the imperfections,
but whenever you receive a compliment, just smile and say thank you.
its not that hard right?

The amount of negative thoughts can actually pull one's self esteem down and it takes a long period of recovery (mine took 5 years and it haunts me still)

I've seen many people, trying too hard to be someone they're not,
degrading themselves from that pretty/sweet girl I used to admire to someone I couldn't be bothered whether they existed or not.
many, blaming other people, mostly boyfriends, for their changes!
because seriously,
why would you want to change for someone who doesn't appreciate you?
its not worth! you can't keep up forever and
in the end you might just wear yourself out!

and who knows,
someone might be admiring you secretly, not in a gooey way
but maybe your actions has somewhat inspired them to be a better person!

After a tonne of crap,
What I am trying to say is,
be yourself! there's no one else you can try to imitate!

its up to yourself, and I've been told many times:
that someone will come to you sometime in life, and appreciate your every aspect.

oh and believe it or not?
When a guy compliments you, its flattery;
When a girl compliments you, its a great deal of confidence booster! no joke!

2010-10-30T16:23:00.001-07:00

i take back my words.
i will be studying hard
but i seriously don't think i want to waste about 100k just for a degree.

why the hell am i worrying so much now?

struggles in life

2010-10-30T14:27:00.000-07:00

so now its very obvious that AS exam is over,
and how I flopped my law paper 1 & 2 -_-

Being in A Level still hasn't properly enlightened me the importance of not studying last minute.
Since the maximum hours of me going to classes is around 4?
minus the breaks in between
it has been 3 months, Danielle!! 3 months!!
what have you been doing??

So now I won't get myself distracted anymore and I should start following schedules.
It sounds impossible considering the rate of confidence I had many many posts before this one. Convincing but has never happened.

All those times were impossible goals.
Like getting into KCL?? I'm not that rich!
Passing AS exam?? With that attitude I was having was totally impossible.

from November 2010.
I will follow what's written on my diary's to-do list.

I'll prove myself wrong!
So that I can get to INTI next year for the UK/Aussie transfer programme with scholarships supporting me :')

so why am I still here?
its 31st of October HAHAHAHAHAHA

Happy Halloween :D

that was no 'april'-october fool joke kay! I was serious!!

wishlist

2010-10-28T11:55:00.000-07:00

I want peking duck, siu long pao, kimchi soup and rice, taco, german sausages, turkey ham, lobster, steamed fish etc.etc.

I AM SO HUNGRY RIGHT NOW Dx

deep inside

2010-10-25T01:32:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to try wearing a full gentleman suit
:D :D :D :D :D

with the moustache and monocle
with their canes
and the small hanky in the tuxedo pocket
the slit at the back of the tuxedo
the polished black leather shoes
and that very tall hat

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

or or!!
make a new costume
dressing up like Madame Red *swoons*
and my butler will wear like Grell :D

so you know what this screams?
COSPLAY!!!

no no no !!
costume party ^^

:OOOO on second thoughts, I wouldn't mind wearing like Ciel :D

imma going back to the room to continue reading Mansfield Park

although

2010-10-23T11:44:00.000-07:00

its a play,
its one of the good plays I've ever read and watched :)

the importance of being earnest :)
this is how awesome oscar wilde in creating ironic jokes :D

f-m-l.

2010-10-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

though FML is one of the most annoying abbreviation currently found in the net,
this girl here has finally agreed to join the FML-club.
but I wouldn't want to literally Fuck my life.

a fucked up year
a fucked up month
a fucked up week
three whole fucked up days!

if Statutory interpretation doesn't come out tomorrow,
I'll go jump off from the 18th floor of the UMNO building.

if college doesn't permit my entry to the exam because my exam slip was left in the hall,
I'll go home and come again next year.

if I get horrible results for MUET,
I won't give a damn and take IELTS next time.

I've never felt so miserable in my life!!!
all those bloody life stories meant NOTHING, this is real!
this is my future, and I ruined it all in one bloody week, of one bloody month, in one bloody year.

hi there ridiculous

2010-10-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

nao nao nao
miss my rants?
I'm back with more!!!
and no, I'm not being emo alright,
I'm just going to disagree WITH reasons.
for every idiot doing it hasn't seen the light.
even if THEY CLAIM its just a "phase of rebellion".

Fact 1:
School rules.

I know right, who hasn't complaint about them? There're even rules in college and we are NOT happy.

Lets start from the bottom:
#1 Primary School.
Eh come on lah kids, why do you need mechanical pencils or metal rulers?
wooden pencils won't kill you and worst, the bully in school might use it to attack you!
and the mummy of that bully will come crying and begging your mummy to not file a lawsuit
-____-

ALSO!
Look at us adults, sometimes our mechanical pencil can even stab us accidentally and leave a dreadful scar forever: check my thumb! I've got lead residue embedded in my skin!
and how old am I? TWICE your age!

#2 Secondary School.
note: I didn't come from a co-ed school but I wouldn't narrow it down.

Handphones! fine, cellphones (just in case you happen to not know, we Malaysians aren't well educated enough to pronounce CELL PFFT, excuses)

Eh, school no public phone is it?
Its only 20 cents if you don't talk crap with the other party and I can even use 10 cents to get my father to school. Talk about indefinite school hours so your mummy or daddy can come picking you up right on time? USE THE PUBLIC TRANSPORTATION MAN! you think Penang got so many rapists is it? go pee and check your reflection before you get scared, vain pot.

ALSO!
Calling your "partners" during school hours? What?
your partner doesn't need to study or go to school as well?
then you guys might as well don't come to school, rot and go live behind alleys in the next 20 years since you wanted your freedom way too early.
GO GET THEM AND STOP RELYING ON YOUR PARENTS!
and, if your partner continues to pester because you're not answering them, DUMP THAT IDIOT LAH, who could live up to such a demanding person?? and besides, not talking to each other for 8 hours minus 4;-since who will wake up at 6AM to answer your damn phone calls- won't kill you guys since you lived without them during your whole childhood- unless they happen to live near your house but GET REAL!

SECONDLY

colourful bras, what the hell are you trying to proof?
you wouldn't know which one of those perverted male teachers are aiming at your not-fully-grown boobs. Just get a skin coloured one or wear nipple tapes, end of story.- if you're willing to wear only tapes LOLL, running during PE? never mind LOL!!!

#3 College

YAY freedom!
Wait till your college discipline lecturer award you a suspension letter!

We are now facing: NO SKIRTS OR SHORTS ABOVE KNEE LENGTH, NO SLIPPERS AND NO SLEEVELESS TOPS.

yes we are quite mad about it since who could've tolerated long pieces of clothing in such a weather.

The reasons behind these ridiculous rules particularly inside the UMNO building:

There are advocates and solicitors and the UMNO community downstairs. We are the so-called budding lawyers COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH
do you think the REAL ones can tolerate flip flops and beachwear?

therefore, we have to obey the rules, though quite ridiculous but its good enough since we don't have to wear 'tudung's or 'baju kurung's right?

I mean, sometimes there are perverts downstairs who might kidnap us,--- wait not kidnap, we're not kids, oh wtv.

but there are reasons for the rules to come around,
or else why do you think Alice couldn't tolerate the nonsense in Wonderland?

that's all for today
------------end of 'phases of rebellion': part 1.

oh and that blog I happened to like,
WHY ON EARTH IS THE BLOGGER STARTING TO SPEAK IN GERMAN????
your fans no likey! change please!

addicted to

2010-10-07T10:48:00.000-07:00

no joke!

2010-10-04T07:28:00.000-07:00

hey danielle, what's your hobby?
peeling off nail polish :D

silly little things

2010-09-29T10:21:00.000-07:00

Late night chat with the birthday girl, Sarah Naeilah
has made us come across
silly little things we would actually die for :)
not dieee as in really literally die LOL, but something which would be
EXTREMELY impossible to achieve despite the brains of fellow martians
*The "men are from mars, women from Venus" theory*
since all of them being ejusdem generis would actually make us feel rather
D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D.

what is it that we seek?
what is it that I seek since its my blog so how on earth should I know what other girls' feelings are GOSH -____-

For now, these would impress me a hell lot :D

Alternative 1:
since Sarah has suggested steak dinners, I personally wouldn't want something so extravagant.
Its kind of wasteful since I don't even eat steak, it sounds so beefy D:
nor do I want sirloins or ribs.
Everyone in the world knows I don't even know how to eat simple chicken parts with knife and fork, what more ribs??
In fact, something rather simple and thoughtful.
Just 1 blue rose, seriously.
A blue rose and a pink sparkling juice or a cup of hot chocolate.
alongside a guitar, acoustic :)
preferably, a quiet place like a park or a vacant land. I loathe noise.
And that juice HAS TO BE pink, I drank it once,
Like the Strawberry Cream Cocktail from Winter Warmers :DD
I personally adore drinks, but alcohol burns me so that's rather depressing :C
unless there's sweet wine :D

Alternative 2:
A FUN FAIR!! I love fun fairs!
I simply adore Ferris wheel and hello kitty plushies!!
and seriously, don't stop me if I decide to go 5 rounds on the Ferris wheel!
and score some hello kitty stuff by shooting down cans or so :D
however it is considered one of the worst dates according to
"Kyou, Koi wo Hajimemasu" LOL Sakura's theory xD

Alternative 3:
Well, if persist on bringing me to for ribs and steaks, cut them for me LOL
and I will be downright picky in this situation because its my least favourite one.
the food must taste really good! the drink MUST be expensive, hmph!
and the dessert has to be cheesecake or ice cream. nothing else.
and should produce 3 red roses. yes, 3! nothing more, nothing less.
or else we can save our time and go home for a rest!

Alternative 4:
Sweetest thing but I wouldn't want to consider as an ideal
since it doesn't come with flowers or pink juice :C
A stroll along a semi-quiet pavement during a sunny day with a camera/camera phone :D
No, I don't fancy DSLR-model-like-photo shoots, but its rather cute to have couple shots,
like those in anime xD
and probably dressed up in a hoody,a pair of slacks or jeans and t-shirts
And then go for lunch or dinner in SUBWAY then to a movie :DDD
simple as that. on second thoughts, get me a flower hair clip beforehand x)

And these would depress me a lot!
Texting as we're talking or eating :C
Malls are fine but its rather noisy and I might go "bonkers"
Flowers can differ EXCEPT yellow roses, or we don't have to talk forever.
Smoking or anything rude. How would you feel if I went and kiss the guy on the next table??
Texting/Email/anything-computerized for a date/confession, save that money and effort because I will definitely DECLINE.

money is seriously not a big deal,
I wouldn't want a date that requires a few hundred bucks that will only last for a few hours.
However the memories will last as long as the feelings are still there.
it really doesn't matter much.
its just the ideals I am hoping to achieve
and yes, I am that simple.

Lastly,
Happy Birthday my *cough*sexy*cough* friend,
Sarah Naeilah!

Note:
Carmen,
thanks a lot,
I seriously felt a lot better
and I'm sorry, I still think its quite harsh for me to compare,
and I promise I won't do it anymore, you have my word.
thank you so much!

2010-09-28T11:03:00.001-07:00

how can I ask the world to stop breaking me?

cornering shivers

2010-09-28T09:39:00.001-07:00

it has been raining these few days and it's not good!!
so cold and I always sleep once it starts to rain like this afternoon -_-

CIE is next month DDD:
although its just AS level but still!!
Can't even study!
The TV, the radio, the dog, the grandmother, THE COMPUTER
soooo distracting!!
It is an exam, and an IMPORTANT one too!
*these grades are to determine whether its KCL/Queen Mary/UWA/or just suck it up and study in Malaysia until LLM!!! DDDD:*
like that very smart girl who went to KCL to do her LLB!! DDDDDDD:
UWA is offering JurisDoctor and I ish not happy :(

note: JD holders can't practice in Commonwealth coutries which includes Malaysia and however, LLB holders finds it harder to practice in the USA. Australia has yet to confirm though but different states has different requirements.

this feeling is worst than pre-SPM or PMR where you can just flop it and rely on the government Don't mess with the UK!

and this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iWOyfLBYtuU&ob=av2e

NO NO!!! *clipboard is so honest -__- but check it out alright, it's a really nice song :D*

I meant this:

"Watch out for inclinations to procrastinate.
For example, are you reading
this article instead of studying?
All your efforts will not lead to success,
if you procrastinate,
and you'll end up blaming your tools."

and

"Your attitude greatly helps the outcome of your studying.
If you're so excited you can't breathe,
you are not going to want to sit down and read about the Mesopotamian Era *in my case: LAW*.
Try to regulate your moods when it's time to hit the books
(e.g. don't sign on to instant messaging to talk with your friends about that cute new guy ten minutes before you have to study the table of elements). *coughcoughcough*"

Tomorrow I'll wake up and go for classes!!
And then come home and study and do essaySS, tonnes of them!!
and time myself to 30 minutes per essay of at least 7 paragraphs ^^ *WTFcambridge!!*
I will!
So:
no computer for until next weekend :D
tonight's my last night ^^
goodbyeee^^

and the hell, its already 1am! -__-

Study the material 10-15 minutes immediately before you go to sleep

that feeling

2010-09-27T12:01:00.000-07:00

of pointing middle finger is so irresistible
:DDDDD
yes I know I've been such a bloody weirdo who's trying to write something
cough*metaphoric*cough but it seems to fail epically :DD
but just let me, alright :)

So there's a lane by the side of the main road,
I pondered for a while thinking what's at the end
looks pretty high and once I passed the place on higher level,
where one can actually see the whole neighbourhood
there was nothing,
except the darkness, the minute streetlights, the breeze, the trees
and the GUARDHOUSE *such a killjoy!!*
that little feeling seemed to bloom;
that desire--
of a sweet escape :)

note: please no stray dogs; please no thieves; please no rapist; please no houses D:

if problems could hear me,

2010-09-26T09:54:00.000-07:00

please don't come to me if you do not intend to have a solution.
I am not a person who will leave things solved halfway,
please let me, with all my sense, to solve everything.
I will be strong and no pillars, instead of lending me a hand,
should be BLOCKING my way.
If only you could hear me out...

probably...

2010-09-22T09:26:00.000-07:00

the only thing that has caught my attention among those shitty tags. from Sin Shi btw.
a VERYYYY NARCISSISTIC one, skip if you hate the usage of excessive "I"s :)

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things,
facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
You have to tag the person that tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want
to know more about you.

[To do this, go to "notes" on your profile page,
paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things,
tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the page) then click publish.]

I'm sorry, its an FB thing so who cares about the rules?

1. I'm a Jack of all trades, master of none.
2. I adore Natalie Portman, Nicole Kidman and Jessica Alba.
3. Buff guys look disgusting.
4. When roaches appear, it means I will have a good day. with one condition: they must die!
5. I have no idea what the hell is apoplexy and apocalypto.
6. I have determined to travel to at least one foreign country every year when I start working.
7. Bad grammar makes me go "bonkers".
8. Katarzyna is such a pretty name, its the Polish version of the common Catherine/Katherine.
9. When people use Hokkien bad words in their sentences, I have no idea how to reply.
10. And I thought Kwai Lan was Kai Lan until a few weeks back.
11. My bolster is as old as me, my dad always threaten to throw it away when I don't wake up.
12. I over analyse a lot.
13. I have been speaking Cantonese and English since the day I've started talking.
14. I am having a racial confusion phase.
15. 6 packs abs look like stacked 'tao kua' (harder version of a tofu).
16. I have a thing for Greek mythology :D
17. The first sentence I've learnt in French is "Vous les vous coucher avec moi" ;)
18. I like to peel nail polish off my cuticles :D
19. I had braces.
20. One of the prettiest place, Jerusalem, has prevented the entry of Malaysian passport holders. Which means, I can never go there D:
21. I get paranoid when I see Malay boys.
22. My first photoshop doodle was a supposed reindeer which ended up like a burnt animal cookie.
23. I loathe concealers/foundations/anything-base, it makes my face feeling plastered.
24. I am clumsier than any other sane person
25. I am downright picky when it comes to eating :D

:|

2010-09-20T10:59:00.000-07:00

gosh, I feel so tired these days.
chasing and hoping for the impossible.

but I've got to hang on and not give up.
yes Danielle, you can do it!

dear law notes,
please stop with the jargons,
my eyes and brains are tying up in knots.
I am that stupid!
suicide.
ENGLISH LEGAL SYSTEM, I WILL PWN YOU!!

happymonsters[dot]tumblr[dot]com is awesome :D

all I ever wanted...

2010-09-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

was a happy family :(

sounded like some troubled kid LOL
no, no, I am not undergoing any emo phases,
but I really want everyone to not quarrel and ignoring each other.
Seems pretty normal right?
I don't know if..
there is another chance of a family outing
my brother could change his mindset
my parents could change theirs as well
...
I don't know if I could change mine.

someone has got to hammer some sense into us before everything falls apart.

Con te partiro

2010-09-10T12:11:00.001-07:00

Amazing,
no matter how much I get fed up of this blog, there is no way I could thoroughly remove it,
or replace it with another one.
The amount of attempts I've tried:
the sanriotown blogs, another blogspot one, wordpress, etc.

How much memory this blog possess with me
the times when I've just started upper secondary;
the times when I've ranted on and on about school, prefects, activities, exams, etc;
the times when I've being so paranoid about life;
the times when I've started to change my way of writing;
the times when I actually have the time to put pictures and videos along with posts;
the times when rainbow colours dominated my posts.
the times when I don't check my grammar before posting it up.
The changes.
I took my time,reading one by one again. I laughed at myself.
While I was reading I asked myself:
"What happens if someone else browse through the old ones?? How embarrassing!"
"How could I have had the cheek to write all of that??"
So without hesitation, I did create another blog.
Another blog with a metaphorical title such as this one.
Seriously, until now I have no idea why is it amuletfluff.
Well, probably it was the time when I was watching Shugo Chara while playing with my fluffy earrings.
Now I couldn't find the other side lol.
How I was such an anime addict without knowing who on earth was Taylor Swift.
I am not denying the fact that I still like anime,
but I've matured a little and see more things compared to that girl sitting down typing in a pinafore.

It has been 2 years now.
2 years is not a short time.
The things I've posted up may be boring to everybody, but it holds that little essence of excitement in me.
For instance:
the time when I screwed up baking cream puffs LOL!
I did remember how the day was when I read that post yesterday.
and the time I screwed up my scales in practical exam LOLOL!

This blog doesn't mean anything to anybody other than myself.
Not all blogs are to make money.
I am not fond of writing diaries.
In fact, I write halfway and forget what I've intended to write.
Applies the same thing here. Its an alternate way for me to store my moments.
moments of joy, moments of sadness, moments of embarrassment, moments of anger, everything!

So no matter what will happen, this blog will still remain because those parts in my life that I don't want to forget has been typed out word for word by none other than myself.
Unless 'Blogspot' shuts down, I don't think there will be a second time for me to opt for a blog-termination.
Even if I do have the feeling, I would just switch blogs ;)

Yumm, fake!

2010-08-27T16:08:00.000-07:00

Everything is so fake in this century!
Plastics are fake, replicas are fake, islands are faked, brands are faked, cetak rompaks are fake, colour lenses are fake, dyes are fake and now even people!
Fake boobs, fake nose, fake eyes, fake mouth, fake eyelashes, fake nails, fake personalities!
What? Made in China ah?

The times when people remember how they used to know them, then suddenly :"HEY, have you cut your nose?"
Anyone eavesdropping could've died laughing!!!

They might be embarrassing, still tolerable but what happens when it comes to this statement: "Hey why do you look like another (insert-korean-actress'-name-here)". Yuuum!!

Why so fake, you ask.
For popularity la

Who wants to be friends with emo, clumsy, daddy's girl or uncool, ignorant, momma's boy ? Everyone wants a perky, awesome and flawless friend.

Everyone is fake! If they're not, they would've punched you in the face when you tried bullshitting them!
But no one likes exaggerated fake people! Unless they're blind or desperate thinking they might be as popular as you someday -luck absorbers :D

But its life lah, or else why do you think we're doing life's brief candle (william shakespeare) in form 1?

Do remember, whatever you have done, there is a need to review your actions.
There are consequences which might lead to the lost of important things.
To sacrifice family reputation or family ties for popularity, that is ULTIMATE STUPIDITY;
To acknowledge fake friends instead of real ones, that is also very stupid.

There will be someone who will accept whoever you are genuinely,
but why some people so impatient one?
Wait a bit cannot die one la! If die mah die lah, you think you can bring popularity to your grave ah? Especially for being infamous.
Next life you might be a dog without remembering how popular you are this life man!

Ad hoc

2010-08-20T13:24:00.000-07:00

The definition of inferiority complex doesn't really appeal much since no one has been acting in a schizotypal behaviour YET among the people I know.

To find it rather annoying for putting it in such a manner because some people reverse inferiority to self pity. Planting guilt in everybody's mind!

I'm not good at expressing and my vocab sucks lah!
Lets just put this SIMPLE and CLEAR.

Situation :
Sometimes, there are people who feel rather uncomfortable with themselves. Yet! They don't exactly admit it, well mostly everyone don't. To conceal your thoughts of imperfection, you CAN give yourself a pat on your back for a little self pity or anything BUT it doesn't mean you HAVE to turn it the other way whereby everyone is at fault because of your imperfection!

SERIOUSLY!!
Everyone is NOT perfect, so just suck it up and endure what you have man!
Yeah, well maybe your mother had lamb chop before giving birth to you but you can't blame her for your epilepsy!
Its just an example, no offense to those with epilepsy.
And also, you can't blame some people to not know what is epilepsy or anything jargon!
They might not be as well educated as us!
Think of those in the suburban areas!
Or maybe there are other circumstances we do not know.
English is not a language everyone is obliged to master in this country!
We live in a multiracial society and some pre-war citizens don't even have the chance to learn how to read and write!
A little diverging, back to imperfection. -_-
No one is entirely responsible for your imperfection and sometimes we even tend to overlook it! There is no reason for you to be so cruel to those who've tried to treat you well.

In fact, some can go emo the WHOLE day! With sarcastic comments on everything in Facebook <- yes, everyone has facebook and problems do arise with that WHATS ON YOUR MIND>,
it will eventually piss someone off.
You might be questioning this:
"if she hates reading what I've wrote, then why is she even on Facebook and reading them!?"
Answer:
Well, why don't you tell me the function of Facebook? And, it keeps on appearing in my home page, do you think curiosity won't play its part? I'm not fond of hiding posts.

madness

2010-07-11T11:19:00.000-07:00

I.CAN'T.EXPRESS.MYSELF ._.

check check check!

2010-07-05T12:44:00.000-07:00

HAIYO *yes I shall sound very tukao now*
Anyone who has changed their link, please leave a personal message and check just in case I haven't relink you.

And if you happen to -*tadaaa*- find my very boring blog and you want me to link you, TELL ME!!!

I ish a very sick child who is not aware of my chatbox/facebook/MSN/twitter/etc.

------* sick of updating this blog and MIGHT make a new one soon.
the template makes it so hard to concentrate -____-
IF anything happens, I'll put a click-able (SP? I don't care) link *knowing how lazy people can be*.

SPAIN HAS A VERY HOT GOALKEEPER!!!!
CASILLAS ♥

And I was bored xD so I'm crossing out things I've done until June.

~~1) MUST get IPTA UM or else go to Disted for legal studies / form 6 Dx~~
2) improve violin skills
~~3) stop wasting money on online shopping~~
~~4) better haircuts and fringes x)~~
~~5) pass driving~~
6) go to somewhere far for a vacation
~~7) finish Dynasty Warriors!!~~
~~8) sleep early~~
~~9) learn more Japanese and watch more CKT of KAT-TUN's~~
10) get a new pencil case *wasted too much money on other things EXCEPT this*
~~11) spend more time with friends and family~~
12) not to act snobbish in front of new people
13) Go to Queensbay *proud to say, I haven't been to QB at all this year*
14) Poupee everyday for more ribbons
15) go for some lame auditions xD

NOT BAAAD!!!! TOTALLY UNPREDICTABLE!!!

sunshiiiine

2010-06-23T10:54:00.000-07:00

feels like I've haven't been updating this blog since forever =D
when was the last time I did? Oh right, I cannot remember.
So busy these days, and its not fun to walk around with half of the cliques gone :(

YEEEESSSS, I am leaving FORM 6- the gathering of stupidity striken people in class, no joke!
HAAAAHAHAHA......riiiiight
is going to college soon ^^
and I don't care how many post vacancies in the BOD,
because they are JEALOUS of my faded-black-turning-red hair XP

Went to KL
and it was AWESOME
the buildings, the elevated highways, the LRTs, the SHORT people, the busy roads,
EVERYTHING!
well I am not going to compare other countries all right so just suck it up if you're trying to tell me how good other countries are. coughsingaporecough
I am a MALAYSIAN. <--wow since when did I sound so...

OH, and the PVR ad in astro is SO cute!!!
yes, the football channel xP who do I support?
no one -__-
wait, on second thoughts, Spain ;D

Leona Lewis is my current fave :D

and my mummy broke her promise Dx
MY BOX OF LIMITED EDITION KAT-TUN CALENDAR T___T
I miss seeing Junno
since they've stopped cartoon kat-tun, there's no way to get updated :(
and their recent PV has no Akanishi *I am not sad x)*
and Junno is now back being a brunette xD
its just flactuation lah!

I'm going off now, school tomorrow and it ain't fun!

stupidity striken

2010-05-08T18:44:00.000-07:00

The most annoying thing in my whole life isn't cockroach

Its the fact that I buy things unnecessarily -_____________-

Now you see how much I trust advertisements -____-

Exotic features, this is what you call

2010-04-28T01:31:00.000-07:00

YESSS!!! That model for Za Cosmetics ad boards in Watson and Seventeen xD
HASEGAWA JUN!!!
The one I go around pointing her out =D
She appears quite often in ViVi also *well since she's a ViVi model*
isn't she soooo pretty xD
One of my idols xD <-Yes I do have a few

hydrangea

2010-04-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

emotional outburst in the previous post
here's something to calm the nerves =D

enlightenment

2010-03-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Danielle,

Please stop talking with sarcasm behind your sentences because it irritates everyone.
Thanks.

Lots of love,
by the other you.

at 5

2010-02-10T13:00:00.000-08:00

at 5 a.m. in the morning
the things I see in Facebook
made me realise
the things I did not see in the past 5 years in school,
in the past 2 months of what-you-call-freedom.

The amount of strangers in school yet to encounter when I return
who claims to know me but by every picture I view, I couldn't recognise.
They often scare me
in school: all decent and covered up
on Facebook wall: tonnes of application spams and things-you-call-abbreviations
in 'photos' tab: "eye-opening" pictures, MS Paint cheeks a.k.a sprayed pink

3 years ago: Jokingly and extremely friendly, ENGLISH talks
Current Facebook encounters: application spams, abbreviations, DEROGATORY WORDS

I'm not being biased/arrogant/whatever the heck
but seriously,
#1
to mock anybody, it doesn't require 4-letter words if your vocabulary is good
#2
to talk to anybody, it doesn't require abbreviations that doesn't seem to make sense anymore
#3
to look pretty, there's no need to use MS Paint eyeliners, .gif borders or pixeled pink cheeks
#4
to gain popularity, there's no need to add tonnes of unknown people
#5
to be "in", it doesn't mean people would like to see your bimbotic side

*sources of example won't be revealed*
encounter #1
"juz fuck off."
Fact: Is the word "fuck" even needed?
If you could portray sarcasm well, it would be noticed unless the other party is an imbecile
or unless you're angry but just don't go around with the word "fuck" at each sentence you type.

encounter #2
"sume ko nye spesel2 belaka...ak je yg snge mngle."
Fact: Do you understand? cause I don't.
Do I need to say more?
what is snge mngle anyway?
itu sume VOWELS dah makan?

encounter #3 and #4 won't be given examples cause they're straight to FB links

encounter #5
"*closing my eyes and try NOT to look at wteva ur doing*p/s: i'm sulking. :("
Fact: is that really necessary?

I've had it for yesterday-today,
I shall go sleep before paranoia strikes.
*prays hard they won't read my little not-so-famous blog*
its 5.34 a.m.

bronze

2010-02-05T09:51:00.000-08:00

Handed in my resignation letter =D
yes today is my last day
so much for last minute tortures
and Chinese New Year is coming *double joy!!*
The house is officially CLEAN *as in hassle free and it looks bigger O.O*

Passed driving =D
the litar was so nice to drive but on the road ==
Happily, I switched lane without looking at other cars xD

Yay, car didn't slide off the bukit when accelerated
UNLIKE SWEE TENG who got praised ==
but sadly, we both had a bad tester on the road
Lazy asses who asked us to turn back straight to JPJ
and me who got fed up and forgot to use the brake
tester: KAMU TAK TAHU GUNA BRAKE KAH?
Me: *realise* oh *brakes*
tester: kamu ni teruklah
oh wtv.
yes, I am a dangerous driver ;D

Working is definitely not fun ==
Not when there're bunch of guys hanging around EVERY day
Do they not know how to end their sentence with their tongue not tied up?
and with extremely heavy malay slang, I'm sorry but I do not understand.

One day I should tell myself this:
BLOG PROPERLY
and that day is today.

--------------------------Video comments
SERIOUSLY!!
AKANISHI SHOULD STOP INSERTING DEROGATORY WORDS IN SONGS
for such a nice song, suddenly,
fuck,bitch,cum starts to appear
No I won't censor.
Johnny Kitagawa should realise it ==
like this:
FEEL THE BEAT I BUSTED THAT BURNING UP YOUR BODY BITCH!
taken from D-motion
Taguchi's platinum blonde is awesome =D but I like him better being more Asian.

♥光る floor super low は boom boom♥

dried nail polish

2010-01-24T07:03:00.000-08:00

*blogging in a half asleep manner*

I likeee peeling my nail polish off my fingers,
and throw them everywhere
wtv.

Its very late but I've got to say this.
My deepest condolences to the Chung Ling Dragon Boat victims
may your karma lead you to a better place

driving test on the 2nd
for your safety and my sake
pray for me? ;D
at least hope I won't bang the roundabout AGAIN

Taylor's new show, "Valentine's day" is coming!!
14th of February, but its Chinese New Year Dx

KAT-TUN's D-MOTION
10th of February!!
can't wait can't wait can't wait
grrr, CKT cut of the dancing part with Junno
he's such a sweetheart ♥♥♥♥

Getting my pay in another 3 days ;D
I think
And I shall, bring the money
to Queensbay *stabs heart*
nonono Danielle, save the money
and spend 1/3 of the pay ;D

high chances of going to college or continuing Form 6
I need a trial period in college =X before I confirm
since its refundable, I'll discuss with my parents

I MIGHT be going to Hong Kong
oh please "plane ticket price", reduce!! DDDx
Hong Kong, you know I love you so much
please let me go there!!

thats all to cure my boredom,
tired *yawns*

D-motion

2010-01-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

No Internet connected to office PC already =(

gaaaaaaa,
I'm so bored

Driving hasn't been fun xP
*Swee Teng don't luan*

Uncle kept pushing my hands on the gear Dx
He wouldn't at least let me try to change gear myself
UNTIL I GOT FED UP xD
So I crossed the flyover with 40km/h *half of my brother's speed, he is mad*
but the uncle was going
"SLOW DOWN! SLOW DOWN!"
==
So I started questioning him about the "What if.."s
like "What if someone jumped in front of my car?" =="
A lot of stray dogs wandering around the JPJ area,
made me panic
I don't want to hit those cute things =(
And thanks to my impatience, I took off legs from the clutch too fast
and stopped the engine when the traffic light was GREEN HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Stupidest thing on earth I might say xD
the stupid Kancil handbrake and steering is so uncomfortable

Dad might be getting me a car =D
which of course they had to since it has been such a nuisance to them

eg:
"Mummy!!!!! CAN YOU FETCH ME FROM GURNEY"
OR
"Daddy!!!!! DROP ME OFF AT MANAGER'S HOUSE"

I'm a pro-annoying person xD

Too many outings for me to write,

and the best thing:
NO PICTURES xP

got another piercing =D sudden decision,
Laureen the sponsored xP Thanks

Sherlock Holmes was ♥!!!
So Victorian ♥
Irene Adler looked like Madame Red from Kuroshitsuji ♥♥

Spoilers!, a little =)
Funny show, I like Dr. Watson =D
although they're all *Carmen, Karen, Laureen and Mei Yen* digging on Holmes
Watson is such gentleman, minus the gambling habit =="
But I somehow think their characters are a little wrong
To me:
Holmes wears those kind of checkered detective cap and always smoking a pipe
He doesn't go for boxing
Watson on the other hand is quite plump and wears glasses
Watson has never scolded Holmes or being sarcastic to him
Their house at Baker's Street is too big =="
I was expecting some smaller version of Mary Poppins' house
But overall, a total new look
great show =)

KAT-TUN'S NEW SONG: THE D-MOTION!!!!

THE PREVIEW IS SO PRETTY!!
Taguchi has gone blonde again =="

♥Everybody do the D-motion♥

opaque

2010-01-05T11:33:00.000-08:00

A typical working day:
*approximately*
**names not mentioned**

0615: Lazily gets up and sleep again
0630: Get ready for work
0645: Dad screaming asking to do things faster
0650: Waiting for manager
0700: Off to Shang Wu
0715: Is lost in Shang Wu thinking of what to do while waiting for manager
0800: Off to work while sleeping in the car
0830: Gets into office after a heavy traffic jam
0900: Eat breakfast
0930: Spins on the office chair looking at papers
0945: Gets fed up and ask for work from I*tan
1015: Spins on the chair again
1030: Manager will call and head into the cold room *its freezing in there!-well, to me*
1100: Look at the papers and do some typing assigned
1200: Stare at the phone thinking to call or not to call yet/ photocopy things
1205: Ask for more work from I*tan
1330: F*ziah will start her out-of-office things
1400: Lunch
1430: Spins on the chair/ Internet time
1500: Call students from other schools like Georgetown, Raja Tun Uda or Air Itam
1630: Gets sleepy
1635: Short nap
1645: Wakes up and continue calling
1700: Play with white stickers while scribbling some names
1730: Everyone starts to leave
1800: Head home

I've successfully removed that VERY LALA pictures from the office desktop.
Was having eyesore all along.
And for this, my pay is RM500 for eating, sleeping, playing, typing, photocopying.
We have vacancy =)
Just a glimpse of what am I doing and the job worth
This is life out of school.

USM looked like another town, so huge and pretty.

Local Universities aren't too bad sometimes =D

you know,

2010-01-03T07:09:00.000-08:00

I got sunshine
on a cloudy day =)
I guess you'd say
What can make me feel this way?

*he looks better in my MSN dp right xP*

THE JOY OF NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW DUHHH!!!
its 2010!!! I've graduated =D

congelati

2009-12-30T09:08:00.000-08:00

*a rather wide and long post, scroll to the right for complete sentences*

WOW,
the last day of the year, again
2009
not the kind of figures I like to write in my exercise book this year
cause it indicates: homeworks ==
yet, all of those folio deadlines and kerja kursus has finally ended *well, hopefully*

This year is another amazing year,
well not the kind of all-night-party-with-brains-frozen-in-the-morning thing,
it was rather calm.

School was fun,
- with all those lame gossips
- Xin May's ambushing moments with her boyf and her perniagaan haram at her online store
- food from Karen xD *ahha tuna ♥* + EXTRA lame stuff we do
- more of Swee Teng's squeaking ==
- JLS activities with the ♥ people
- arrival of the new and fat dirty cat, Tama/MiaoMiao
- sleeping in class during physics, biology, chemistry, civics, modern math
*o.O I didn't fall asleep for sejarah or add maths O.o*
- class dramas and convincing-yet-attention-seeking confessions
- paranoid moments and lame crap with the "loveable" creatures of B.O.Discipline
- getting a junior where lots of people said we look and act similarly ==
- being extremely ignorant when it comes to those ridiculous prefect stuff
*in which I don't know how those buggers can enjoy doing them*
- "speak-of-the-ghost" moments when someone actually turn up *so scary*
- guy-goofing stories and dirty jokes
- mocking people straight to their face in Chinese
- excessive use of bad words
- going to school without sleeping at night
- sewing the night before Chemistry, Physics, Add maths exam during SPM ==

Out of school was the joy
especially ridiculous moments in tuition and outings like:
- Xin May's incredible memory to remember what shirt whichever boy wears *beware!!*
- PASSED MY UNDANG
- driving on the JPJ road while the instructor kept stepping on my left leg *clutch*
- Sin Shi coming back to Penang
- beach party
- hanging out with Adeline, Karen and Phei Xian
- getting a job that requires only 5/8 hours of work

Things I've done so far:
-some kind of worthless manicure which almost slaughtered me
-hair turning into copper red *yep, current haircolour =)*
-finished my lolita headdress which I spent almost 3 days completing. I ish a newbie in sewing =)

OH!! and that resolution in the post last year xD
1) Get good results for SPM
~~2) My name not being in the National Service list~~
~~3) More allowance~~
4) No more dorky fringes *I'm serious here, I'll sue the hairstylist if they were to cut it short*
5) Get a camera =/ *I've been aiming at that Canon Powershot E1 but dad said no ._.*
~~6) Watch more anime~~
~~7) Read more manga~~
8) Aim for 4th job in Maplestory
9) No more procrastinating
10) Study, study and study
11) Draw more *seriously, I owe a lot of drawings and the quality is getting worst*
~~12) Wash my school shoes~~
13) No more day dreaming
14) Not taking anything for granted anymore
15) Lower the voice volume
16) Aim for scholarships
17) Reload the handphone credit as soon as the holidays start *not topping up bad habit, I know* 18) No skipping tuition
~~19) Get more contacts xD~~
~~20) Be happy =)~~

well 9/20, quite good for some stubborn and useless brat like me.

NEXT YEAR'S RESOLUTION =DD
1) MUST get IPTA UM or else go to Disted for legal studies / form 6 Dx
2) improve violin skills
3) stop wasting money on online shopping
4) better haircuts and fringes x)
5) pass driving
6) go to somewhere far for a vacation
7) finish Dynasty Warriors!!
8) sleep early
9) learn more Japanese and watch more CKT of KAT-TUN's
10) get a new pencil case *wasted too much money on other things EXCEPT this*
11) spend more time with friends and family
12) not to act snobbish in front of new people
13) Go to Queensbay *proud to say, I haven't been to QB at all this year*
14) Poupee everyday for more ribbons
15) go for some lame auditions xD

willpower getting lower, so 15 is enough ==

CKT ON MY BIRTHDAY =DDD

to watch or not to watch is your choice, but seriously, its worth to look at Japan's view in Christmas. The total wonderland. + ♥Junno is there ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

SO

HAPPY NEW YEAR

♥

2009-12-22T08:11:00.000-08:00

Thanks a lot, to those who wished me
I guess I wouldn't be missing out anybody's name already xD

Phone Message:
before:
- Karen

During:
- Adeline
- Dianne
- Syakirah
- Eunice
- Sin Shi *all the way from KL ♥*
- Phei Xian
- Hidayah
- May Lyn
- Denise

Facebook:
before:
- Syakirah

During:
- F2 Michelle
- Hock Hsiang *also in MSN*
- Joalin
- Meei Chyi
- Swee Yean *ah yaa thanks a lot lao ah ma and for not sleeping*
- Soon Wei
- Swee Teng *haha overlooked xD cause you're so weird, the message is also as weird as you xP*
- Phei Xian

Adeline, Karen, Phei Xian
thanks for spending the day with me ♥♥

The brother for that expensive flower hairclip >D
Grandmother for the fur cardigan, "clutch-looking wallet I've always bragged", and a halter ♥
Parents for dinner =)

Denise was not in Penang =(
but she's back already xD and in time to wish me LOL

craaazy!

2009-12-22T07:49:00.001-08:00

I.
FREAKIN.
PASSED.
MY.
UNDANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awesome-ness!!!
thanks to KAT-TUN and the book xD
but I went in bookless and forgot the no parking sign *I think, PHEI XIIIANN!!*
went in and waited for 5 hours
finished the exam in 8 mins O.o that was what writen on the result paper

oh well, ironically I got correct for the stupid KEJARA system which I hated so much ==

shall go listen to another talk on Thursday ==
freakin long and I shall fall asleep again xDDD

anyway,
MERRY X'MAS =DDD

KAT-TUN; White X'Mas

Nutcracker

2009-12-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

I'm so pissed and afraid I'll be turning into a damn hypocrite
The world can't just seem to be quiet
KYKYKYKYKYKY!!
*Kuki Yomenai: can't seem to read the atmosphere*
=> Ellie Rose (VIVI model)'s situation on a different case
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO KY!!
SARAH NAEILAH!! KAREN!!! WHERE ARE YOU PEOPLE??? I NEED TO RANT DDDDDDx

red and gold

2009-12-19T08:57:00.000-08:00

before anything,

*in the car, "You Belong With Me" by Taylor*
Taylor: She wears high heels I wear sneakers
*overlapping*
Mum: She wears high heels I wear slippers
Me: Laughed out too loud

Just had to xD

I've almost gotten myself a job =D
Interviewed yesterday lalalala
somewhere at the other end of the Penang *from my place*

Kursus was extremely
B.O.R.I.N.G
I fell asleep throughout the whole first half of it.
So whatever tayar pecah or potong or road signs or white lines
I have no idea =)
So much for Undang next week eeep!!
22nd xD if I pass, it'll be a birthday joy
and if I fail, TOUCHWOOD!!!!!

X'mas is coming
MY BROTHER IS A TOTAL IRRESPONSIBLE BRAT THIS YEAR
HE EXPECTS ME TO PUT IT THE TREE UP
NEXT WEEK IS CHRISTMAS, HOW RETARDED

I've lost the Battle Of Chang Ban for Liu Bei
thanks a lot you peasant captains >.>
even Gan Ning lost to Zhang Liao
Zhou Yu and Diao Chan has changed their outfits wheeeeee
Diao Chan is the prettiest among the girls *what can you expect from the great beauty of China*
I made Zhou Yu kill Xiao Qiao xDD

Diao Chan *ITS REAL!!*

from Wikipedia:

Diao Chan (c. third century, Three Kingdoms period), said to be so luminously lovely that the moon itself would shy away in embarrassment when compared to her face.

oh well, killjoy much?

screw it

3D heart

2009-12-15T12:55:00.000-08:00

geez
December sickness
well mostly people get May sickness <- too much of anime influence after golden week
is getting toooo lazy.
its time for some little sports at home besides DW6 yesss, I got Liu Bei lalalalala *skips around the room*

WHY IS MALAYSIA/PENANG/ISLAND/GEORGETOWN SO SUCKY???
why is it that we don't have MRTs???
why is it that the floors are so dirty???
why is it that we're all living so high up???
why is it that the buildings block my meteor-view???
WHY??? WHY??? WHYYYY?????
cis!
I'm a citizen.
WHY IS IT THAT I COULDN'T GET MY LICENSE AT 16????

Q: How old did Miley Cyrus get her license to drive that Mercedes Benz?
A: 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DANIELLE, YOU SUCK!!!

I'm sorry, mood swing.

Yeah so Denise *I think she was still there*, Phei Xian and myself can never find the excitement of looking at calendars anymore.
Why so?
Because IT'S TOO LONG!!
Yeah, we used to complain why are the holidays so short when we were young.
CHANGES.
Now that we're considerably old but not too old,
long holidays makes you feel extremely worthless, self conscious and LAZY.
No more counting yellow shaded dates. =(
No more count down to holidays. =(
No more count down to birthdays. =(
No more count down to exams. =)
No more count down to parties. =(

Life's but a walking shadow,
a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
and then is heard no more:
it is a tale told by an idiot,
full of sound and fury,
signifying nothing.
-well said Shakespeare, no wonder you're dead

zutto daisuki, taguchi no koto ♥
The one in pink is kamenashi "kame" kazuya.
Apparently they're best friends in the group
its KAT-TUN by the way.
Taguchi does the dancing and the acrobatics
his backflip is ♥!

pink clip

2009-12-13T11:29:00.000-08:00

had to constantly remind self:
A BLOG FULL OF WORDS IS SICKENING.

I guess I can't help it...

weekend's over and I'm still lazing around.
Cleaned up and the amount of trees used for the papers I threw, felt so guilty ==
Haven't gotten myself a job yet and now I have a stupid dilemma:
to go or not to go form 6
After all these years of wailing 'I AM COMING BACK' has became pointless
when SPM screwed up my whole life, thank you very much.
Danielle, the brain do exist for a purpose so use it.

Haven't gotten myself a job yet
and am totally hopeless without a license.
Just wait till I get my little hands on L.A.M.B oops, I meant the license
then life won't be as it is right now.
I ish a total sucker.
and my mum is rushing me to get one,
geez,
if she hates seeing me at home,
then she should get me a job >.>

---Personal issues ahead---
what's with all the nagging ==
talk about having so many connections with the bla bla bla,
nonsensical!
A mum who expects her daughter to be out-of-sight at home, studying 24/7 like a total moron or lock myself up without a single device to communicate with the outside world, I'm sorry for not fulfilling your wishes.
Even if I did study, how would you know?
Yeah, call me rude or wtv, friends *for those who saw me quarreling with her*
but although she's my mum, what's with all the dissatisfaction?
Am I a total ignorant brat who spends my time smoking, entering cyber cafes and dealing with drugs?
Well be thankful that I haven't created any problems so don't expect much.
I might not be as smart as my brother but just don't take me as a moron.
If only you people could spend more time at home...
working 24/7 won't make us live in a mansion so be it.
genetically inherited: the importance of money in one's brain.
So now you guys know how much I think of money.
My mum isn't a housewife and she doesn't have much time going out shopping or buying me stuff.
The only time I tell her stuff is on the way home from my grandmother's.
sad life ain't it?
And I couldn't even see my dad like 3 days in a row although he's at home.
What more could I not ask for?
At least I do not spend my money on totally useless stuff or being a total "anak manja" when my parents don't want to buy anything for me.
Sad to say but to my family, an RM100 t-shirt is totally not our thing.
-----end of story

I need a vacation.
Vacation far away from Penang.
Preferably a thousand miles away >.>
but its winter Dx
and I won't try to get myself stranded in Africa, penniless
Come on, Sarah N.! Pangkor or Langkawi =D

Spent too much time killing people on DW6
finally unlocked Diao Chan, Xiao Qiao and Zhen Ji, fuuuu....
Diao Chan's attack is practically similar to Zhen Ji's except that the names are different.
Ironically I've never managed to complete Zhao Yun's 1st stage although he's the CD cover but what can I do? Lu Bu is tough =(

LIFE IS DEFINITELY NOT A FAIRY TALE

black paint

2009-12-11T11:43:00.000-08:00

Ironically,
I ish missing school =(
more like I'm missing the subjects. YUCK *bangs head*

I've gotten my new IC
HAH ain't immigrant haram anymore xP

is so free these that I feel busy =="
busy to even go and cut my hair.

getting too obsessed with KAT-TUN <3
QOP concert last year but this year's already ending ==
Junno is tempting P=

China's ancient history is fun =D
Greek Mythology is fun =D

what's the purpose of blogging again?
gahh, shall type one whole paragraph of metaphors tomorrow *cringes* no way.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Meei Chyi =D
wishing you happy birthday last year was like wishing you just yesterday ==
how fast.

vincent?

2009-12-10T08:58:00.000-08:00

Just don't get the point of an absract blogpost.

Of metaphors and uncertainty;
apparent reasons and curiousity

sheesh

even I don't get what am I writing a few months down the road.
you get me right Sarah N? and unless you don't =="

Happy 200th post

tick

2009-12-09T13:36:00.000-08:00

Everyone was waiting for post-SPM
damn I feel so aimless *refers to last month's tweet at twitter *
Nonsensical...

Oh by the way,
Little kids below 17,
I'm selling second hand books cheaply.
Extremely new and even if they're not new, it's really good.
Some answers are writen but most of it are left blank *cause I've never did revisions*.
Tell me before I hand it over to some one else *in desperate need of money for a guitar*.
even some PMR subjects are available because I didn't throw them last 2 years xD
and I do have 1 booklet of theory of music examination for ABRSM 2008 grade 5
*forgot to sell it back to my teacher* so whoever wants it, tell me.

Anyone reading: help me spread the news alright, although you guys are clearing as well.

No, this is different from Xin May's illegal business. It doesn't require tax/postage money/waiting .

I'm in great need of a hair stylist Dx
mind recommending any good ones?
preferably cheap and good ones near town area
fringe is too long because of exams *I think they grew longer during the exams*
and hair is like a lion's mane, got to tame it.

Thank god SPM has finished.

It means CHRISTMAS IS NEAR

and MY birthday is nearer >D

and 2010 is near =DDD YAY we're a step nearer to 2012 xDD

I can now dig out my Christmas hat and ornaments xDDD
I want the X'Mas FOS bag !!! PRETTY!!! and those X'Mas sale at gurney!!
S&J is selling X'Mas mugs!!

WHY IS MALAYSIA SO HOT!!!???

I almost had sunburn in December .-.
how ironic >.>

My guitar strings broke =(
and I can't play a guitar but playing it like a violin in pizz. does work
that guitar is older than me.
I found my Pachelbel pieces >D but "hey you sucky amateur can never play a violin properly".
Well said.
Adeline, if you want them, please tell me.

uh too much of crap.
but its post-SPM
whatever.

Junno <3

2009-12-09T00:08:00.001-08:00

SO Chinese-y yet in Japanese <3

The reason I <3 Junno so much

SPM days

2009-11-18T12:15:00.001-08:00

I still have the time.
Ok, I started this on the 18th of November. Just for self reminder. And if I get *touchwooood*not so good *TOUCHWOOOD* results, this is something for me to go crazy.

BM paper 1:
No matter how fast you write or how long you write, you might get panic when you see everybody else is still writing. Luckily, Swee Teng slept after 15mins I finished mine xD Can't see Xin May though, since she's behind me

Sejarah paper 1:
Note to invigilators: Please do not let the candidates open the paper like 2 minutes before you let them start because they can spot the answer and finish in half an hour after 4 times of checking.
I even had the time to draw a whole complete Sweet Lolita set xD with parasol!! xDD

BM paper 2:
Quite tough, came out from my green book. Saw the answer a day before =) but not sure whether its acceptable or not. Peribahasa was sickening cause I suck at them. Finished earlier but this time, there is a groove on the place I held my pencil. That much of pressure xD
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English paper 1:
There is a trend going on when I start to write essays. The character never had a good life. Its either leukemia, pancreatic disease *during trials* or Kidney rupture *for SPM =="*. How sadistic. Last minute dictionary flip through did help me bomb the paper.

English paper 2:
Most of the questions provide only 1 mark so the answers are quite short. The Pearl was ridiculous and Mathilde came out xD HA kids next year onwards shall be doing Rain God HAHAHAHAHAH how much I hated Mokgobja and the ritual xP .Left the place 1 hour earlier because that paper was just too long.

Sejarah 2:
Tembak is the best thing to do. I can't remember what on earth was Pakatan Murni but I chose that damn question. Well mainly because almost 10 marks came from "Pada pendapat anda..." which was a total crap. YAY Teori Islam didn't come out. Those teachers shall have a hard time spotting them again next year xP Swee Teng didn't tear out the Bahagian B when she left ==
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Mathematics 1:
Finished in half an hour and rechecked 5 times. Although there are still mistakes *stupidity* >.>
The test papers smelt like soya bean O.O

Moral:
Nothing much but I did finish earlier >.> and had time to draw on the desk *KAT-TUN <3*>.> Most of them were repetitive. Islam students went out at 10 but I finished mine before they went out ==" Came out with Swee Teng *since Xin May is still doing and all* and met Pn Florence. She was asking how hard the paper while giving out those cute certs which I can't get because I was ABSENT Dx

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Add Maths 1&2:
DOOM. Can't manage to finish, and it was quite tough *considering my bad skills and all* xDDDDD

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Biology 2:
So weird, when mostly people start with paper 1 >.> Nonsense overload. I hate our heart!

Biology 1:
harder than last year. And kerajaan should at least put some identified drawing instead of grafiti when it comes to Meiosis/Mitosis phases. Because they had no idea thinking how hard those students had to find the chromosomes. Nonsense overload as well.

Biology 3:
Didn't study anything before going in the room xDD thanks to waiting for some stupid delivery man who doesn't even know where on earth is Macalister road and spent too much time looking for Pn Dana's paper but I didn't take it to school xD Went in and tembaked the experiment. Yeah, my experiment xD

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Physics 1:
it's definitely harder than last year, tricky!! Some pressure thingy thinking "hey, how can you put the mercury manometer under the sea???" so relied on luck. No throw dice but threw eraser dust and see where the wind blows it xDD Stupid? Yeah I know.

Physics 2:
Wanted to memorise the glossary part in the book but because of hema kept blabbing by the side, nothing went in. Nonsense banyak ditanya >.> Swee Yean's answer was the funniest when it came to calculation xDD a bubble that could fit 25 people

Physics 3:
Some volume-y thing again and experiment was tricky. I thought we had to do it for PEKA this year? o.O oh well whatever, as long as I left the place soon enough

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Chemisty paper 1:
What can I say? They tried to slaughter us. 4 days weren't enough for studying so tembak lah.

Chemistry paper 2:
Definitely no time for memorising glossary. Went in and the first thing they asked: What is alloy. ==

Chemistry paper 3:
They likeeeeeeee electrolysis so much. It feels like I'm seeing too much of batteries and electrolytes +.+ so sick of them now. Left early because it was time for GURNEY =DDD

hot men alert, maybe.

2009-11-11T12:35:00.000-08:00

GOSH Junnosuke <3 YAY SYAKIRAH YAY!!
Kame is scrawny but he's fine.
Yeah, I'm talking about Kat-tun members. Somehow I pity the way they dissed Junno in Cartoon Kat-tun especially Koki when he kicks Junno Dx

Nakajima Yuto is cute xD I AIN'T PEDO but he's so cute

yo, snap.

SAY WHAT? SPM IS NEXT WEEK
.
.
.
.
*sudden brain-freeze*

Had the urge for a sudden sadistic moment
So I watched One Missed Call 3.
I suck when it comes to horror movie.
Can't blame me when they decided to begin the show with a chicken,
Horikita Maki is too cute for horror ==

Things NOT to do before having major exams:
1) Sleeping late. eg: 5a.m.
2) Have extremely long afternoon naps. eg: approximately 5 hours
3) Get indulge with newly-discovered-but-not-new bands. eg:Kat-tun
4) Play any games that requires continuation from one mode to another. eg: Dynasty Warrior
5) Writing a post in the almost dying blog with the presence of Sejarah text book facing down

Things to do before having major exams:
1) Sleep early
2) Study when there's light. As in natural daylight.
3) Hinder TV, Computer, Comics, Magazines.
4) Chain the PS in a huge metal box that requires 10 men to break through it.
5) STUDY

toodles, see ya after SPM
Xin May owes me sushi xP

Cabbage-ness

2009-10-31T10:51:00.000-07:00

FEARLESS PLATINUM EDITION IS OUT
yeah, so much for buying the original "Fearless",
I now cannot get the latest one
Nevermind,
I have "Jump then Fall" and "Untouchable" playing at least 10 times a day *no joke!*

Sin Shi's back in Penang =DDDD
Went to Gurney after tuition

Tuition was soooo funny and that was the last day of tuition =(

PEOPLE LIVE LIFE TO THEIR FULLEST DURING THEIR TEENAGE YEARS!!
not when you start to get wrinkles all over your face.
not when you have to hide your birthday from other people.
not when you have to start working 24/7 to support one whole bunch of nuisance/children.
not when you have to sign an agreement to chain yourself to that particular person forever.

Somehow, there's another chance xDDDD
I LOVE TEENAGE LIFE
full of wonders, ups-and-downs and chances
on Friday that is *cross fingers*.

***____> back to reality.

Tomorrow shall be my oh-so-cool gathering/farewell/teatime with the old hags =X
ok finee, I am a polite girl *as of what Swee Teng asked me to be* xP

At Citybayview.
Not much of my kind of hotel
went there for Violin practical exam and it didn't really satisfy me, the environment I mean.
*you guys know where's my mum working right >.>*
before someone sues me, its better for me to keep my mouth shut.

bang

2009-10-19T11:21:00.000-07:00

SERIOUSLY

I knew I've got to make a statement

spontaneous motivations
# 1. Life is not a fairytale
# 2. Nothing is easy
# 3. Speak up
# 4. Be serious
# 5. Fill up the brains
# 6. Make an effort
# 7. Dump the crap
# 8. Miracle is a lie
# 9. Be brave
# 10. This is random

take a deep breath

2009-10-09T11:05:00.000-07:00

If you think love story is awesome, this is waaayyy better.

I <3 her guitar so much. pretty!!

spin me around

2009-10-08T10:13:00.000-07:00

I am not happy =(
Stupid scanner doesn't want to function and now I can't do anything Dx
Danielle, stop ranting!!<-- SHE IS BACK!!!
Nothing is fun nowadays.
.
.
.
Blog is dead and my mum has finally banned me from the computer =D *emotional confusion*
only here for the matrikulasi thingy.
Don't really want it but just applying for fun =D
I like to do weird things.
But now my problem is IPTA. That one is something I really want Dx
I want UM!
I want UM!
I want UM!
I want UM!
Uh, shut up and go study.

o.O I think its time for me to collect my new IC

ah and the requirements for UM =="
at least a few "C"s. How amusing. Wow
I was expecting at least a B. But I guess I was wrong.

BAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
THEY HAVE PENGURUSAN LADANG FOR SPM
LOL
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Ok, I've never knew they had such weird stuff.
Even pola pakaian is an exam.
WOW.
And I drew my pola like some unidentified object last time when I was in form 1.

They even have Bahasa Perancis for SPM
vous le vous coucher avec moi xP

seconds

2009-09-24T00:39:00.001-07:00

Me:
On second thought, using bombastic English isn't a very good thing when the grammar sucks.

Fact:
What's the point then?
If you can't master BASIC English rules, why bother trying out new words?
Unless you speak English every day but I guess you can't do that
due to UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES with dorky people
instead of making people use dictionary or anything similar,
why don't you just get back to basic English and learn your GRAMMAR??
a) using bombastic English doesn't make you look or SOUND cool when your grammar sucks.
b) why do you want to make us do more work?
c) thesaurus might be useful but I guess PETER AND JANE would be better.

p/s : This ain't directed to anybody from our school. Its just towards something that has being threatening me for the past few weeks.

crazier, crazier, crazier

2009-09-23T11:47:00.000-07:00

Gosh next month's October already.
I'm sooooo tired
and yeah, I've downloaded audi ._.
Such great time for a new game when SPM is less than 2 months
What have I studied???
N.O.T.H.I.N.G
nothing!!!! and that tuition sir is making us do past years, state papers and model papers. Oh well, I'm not that rich to buy more ridiculous revision books when all the questions are almost similar but I can't do it because I haven't studied.
Why am I learning those stupid logic gates??
Not that I'd like the car alarm to sound when the doors are closed.
Ridiculous, teach that in I.T.! Not in Physics!

Bugger.

I am sick.
I think I'm having mental disorder or some psychological problems.
I feel disgusted when I see fat people binge eating ._.
I feel paranoid when I'm in Farlim o.O
I think I'm having OCD because I wash my hands almost every time when I touch anywhere out of my house ._.
Ah and I'm afraid of drainholes =="

Sick.

Aaron Johnson is so attractive but I guess my obsession towards him has become a little unhealthy *no don't think dirty stuff, I'm not that kind of person*

o.O bummer

My eyes are getting swollen I think so toodles =D

droools

2009-09-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

THIS IS THE DEFINITION OF HOT =D

turning turning around the fountain

2009-09-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

I'm bored.
Don't ask me anything about outings.
I shan't blog any of it. Read it somewhere else if you want to know.

They're having fireworks outside but no offence, Chinese New Year's fireworks are way nicer .-.
No I ain't racist, cause I'm a "chocolate" myself xD -caught the word from FD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUAH SWEE TENG.
Oh well, please do not squeak anymore.

HAPPY RAYA TO ALL THE MALAYS *not like there's any reading this thingy but oh well*

yes, I am getting audi.
I'm addicted, ADDICTED TO AARON JOHNSON <3
HOT HOT HOT HOT

I <3 guys who can play the bass guitar
or the drums. But bass players are the best.
That kid from Nana plays the bass if I'm not mistaken. So cute.
And AARON PLAYS THE BASS =D
then I can play the guitar xP
I'll learn it after SPM. I know I suck.

I've just realised Mat Rempit problems only happen in Malaysia. Wow =="

the I'm feeling paranoid now, its like people don't tell me things anymore.
hmph why should I bother?

I don't know why all the trees change in the fall

2009-09-12T13:13:00.000-07:00

Trials are still on and SPM is like 57 days away =(
Yeah, the tuition centre has this notice to remind us
So now the computer is back to normal, with sounds and other programs but I'm still not used to it.

ALERT:
EXTREMELY WHINY POST AHEAD WITHOUT PICTURES!!!

I was digging out my tapes and I found the tape where they've recorded when a few scenes I was young =D
ah those days, wait till I convert them into a CD and post it up xD

I remember the times when I was young-
Reminiscence- ah =D

as young as a few days old:
I had jaundice and it was quite severe. Had to check out of the hospital a few days later compared to the other children. And my mum actually drove herself to the hospital for labour. Wasn't supposed to be a 1992 kid but I came out early xD well I came out early to annoy you guys so I'm sorry =)

as young as 3~6:
Went to the kindergaten behind the state mosque, YWCA. Was an english educated kid. I remember reading Peter And Jane to the teachers everyday before lessons. And we actually rush to finish our books to get to the next one. Going home everyday and reading out loud the passage to my brother so that he could correct me. He was in primary school then. Fell down on the last year and had 4 stitches on my chin. I did not cry =) UNTIL the headmistress called my mum ==

as young as 7:
I was a good kid in standard 1. The teacher liked me and sided me all the time =) Without knowing, I've gotten the first in class because those people weren't english educated and they can't do the english paper. But I can't do BM either. I didn't go to the toilet on my first day because I didn't know how to say "tandas" ==

as young as 8~9:
I turned bad =(
the boys influenced me >(
I became very very mischievous and I've practically annoyed the teacher until he was so furious. I mixed with the not-so-clever people and became extremely naughty, and that's when I started to hate myself.

as young as 10:
turned over a new leaf. That's because they've started putting us into classes according to our grades and mine weren't bad so I went to the first class. Met people like Hena, Xin May, Dianne, Ai Ling and the rest there. I felt a little lonely since my other friends weren't so clever and they had to maintain in the last class. I got so angry when they started telling me how I've abandon them after entering the first class. Now that I think again, are they actually jealous or was it because they have some misconception on the people in that class? I wonder.

as young as 11~12:
I did my own things and practically ignored all of the people in class. The only ones I talked to were Hena, Xin May, Dianne and Ai Ling, Rachel, Jayanthi and Sobana. The BM sir likes to call me using my brother's name. I was furious but I didn't show it. And that was how he made me felt so insignificant, as if I did not work hard and it had all depended on my brother. That is why I still hate people calling me as Ben's sister or Bendula or whatever. I have a name; its Danielle so please use it, thanks a lot.
And so I started drawing anime figures by the corner, alone, which got me addicted after playing Sailor Moon since standard 2.
Those boys were outrageous, rude and totally idiotic. YES, ALL OF THEM. Not that I mind being discriminated or what, but seriously, what made them think they could condemn other people just like that?
Imagine some boys telling you that you ain't pretty at that age.
I didn't even talk to them and that's what I've got. FOR NOT MIXING WITH THEM. And so they consider some "hapak" girls as pretty, well be my guest. Not that I'm pretty or whatever but it did lower down my self confidence.
So now you know why I've never taken any photos until recently?
Yes, I am afraid of judgements.
And, racial discrimination I've gotten from the art teacher for not being a Malay or whatever.
As if it's wrong to not be the main 3 races in Malaysia,

AND I've definitely left that school for good! IT BRINGS ME NIGHTMARES!

as young as 13~15:
I was so naive and attention seeking. And I did annoy the hell out of people. I was much of an annoyance since young. So I've actually found some of my old classmates in friendster, those people who've condemned me. Some of them didn't, but it made me realise how insignificant I was when they could actually throw me a question of "WHO ARE YOU?" although it was only after 1 year or so.

16~now:
yeah, the turning point. From some naive little kid who uses "txt-talk" to someone who types out a full sentence thanks to the frequent visit to blogspot. I've learnt to look things from other POVs, turned into and extreme anti-social who doesn't talk to anyone unless approached or its somebody I know.

No, I am not arrogant, I just don't want to live my life to satisfy others unless they've known me for long or compatible. I am myself and if you can't take it, leave.
I do not need to be attention seeking to get people to know me.
Everything is just overrated >.<

here I am, typing all these.
Getting ready for SPM, and getting ready to face the world =)

2009-09-11T12:08:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!

AARON JOHNSON IS SO HOT!!!!!

I <333333333333333333333333333333 HIM

Yeahh!! HOT AND YOUNG!!

Gaspard Ulliel is hot but his dimple is way too high =(

OMG AARON <33 toodles ="D

The Best Day

2009-09-05T11:23:00.000-07:00

Now I know Why, All the trees change in the fall =)

One of my favourite song of hers

enjoy

fighting fish no?

2009-08-31T11:50:00.000-07:00

Roar!!!
the damn holidays have ended already but I ain't going to school later xD
sue me its 2.51 a.m.
its raining btw =D
Somehow I miss wearing pinafore =(
but nah, I hate pulling my blouse

I. WANT.A.CHOKER!!!!!!
those black with pretty designs that suits my neck perfectly =(
cause my brother is a dumbtard who gave that to his friend's birthday instead of his sisters Dx
well that was many years ago

Exams tomorrow xD
I have the biology book on my lap but hey, I haven't studied anything xDDD
I shall go cancel my IC later cause I've found my old IC. HAH Swee Teng! I ain't imigrant haram xP

I miss going to tuition. But I don't want to go
Lets hope this Wednesday is like last Wednesday but SHEEESH Kah Mei is coming to tuition by van as well =(
LOL I'm not saying I don't want her there though ;)
its better if the Uncle isn't there as well xD
He's a nice Uncle lah. He waves to me when he passes me and puts me right in front of my house xD No wonder all the students like him ==

I neeeeeeeeeed clothes!!!
No, not for outings or whatever but my t-shirts are getting toooo small =="
Imagine t-shirts from standard 5 and I'm still wearing them
funeral white t-shirts and I still have them since the first funeral I attended when I was 10. This.Is.Crazy!!!

I shall go back to my books.

GOOD LUCK PEEPS!!!
PWN THOSE TRIALS, This ain't gonna be hard ;D *for self confidence, just in case ==*

here's some lucky charm from my dog

A LICK ON YOUR FACE XDDDDD

cute right ;)

whistle for joy

2009-08-27T05:19:00.000-07:00

I feel threatened .-.
and was a little flabbergasted >.>
oh yeah, I shall read wiki at least once a day from now on.
I can't believe it. Yeah, I was shocked. Maybe thesaurus could help.

Had to make a new IC xDD
Lost the old one and went to lodge a police report but darn it, it rained so heavily and my dad and I were stuck at the police station. Imagine listening to lectures for half an hour. My dad and his lectures on geniuses, idiots and the undiscovered-theories-of-the-apparitions-of-smoke-which-somehow-proved-the-shenanigans-of-the-OTHER-beings. Yeah, don't ask =="

I like peeling off my nail polish xD fun!

anyway, I should be studying =(
but I can't!!! Its too cold!

If I could count the amount of emoticons I use in a day, it may exceed 100 times. Wheee!!!

Mum's going China again xD and maybe she'll come back with more weird stuff. *She went to Hong Kong last time and almost bought the whole of Sanrio for me ==*

anyway, I'm off to read manga x)

scratch scratch

2009-08-25T11:23:00.000-07:00

Some people really do not know the meaning of LIFE.
Yes, L-I-F-E!
Why in the world would they want to express themselves in Facebook?
I don't mind that part but the thing is, 10 updates a day? Thats insane! Get Twitter or something!

My, my I have really dull posts before so I shall colour my post this time =)
*Someone stop me from using emoticons!*

My nails are painted in 3 different colours x)

Theory exams weren't as bad as expected, it was O-kay but I translated the italian terms wrongly! Last minute pressure and forgotten the meaning of "quasi" and how ironic, I was insulting that particular term and relating it to the hunchback of Notre Dame the day before.

Well surprisingly, I have cousins from CGL but I've never knew they existed. Somehow they're younger than I am and they're Chinese, which is why I did not bother much because I have too many Chinese relatives.

I now enjoy going to tuitions. Call me a psycho or something. Well, ignore those pests on Monday, tuitions are actually quite fun. Biology is getting simpler somehow. "Inheritance" and "Variations" are like the simplest chapter in Biology. "Genetics" is fun =)

And so my dad has started to threaten me for some unknown reasons. Threatened to remove the ADSL router and of course, I was gobsmacked. Life without the ADSL router means nothing! And I really mean N.O.T.H.I.N.G, NOTHING!

Ah, its already so late so I'm going off. Toodles x)

freeze!

2009-08-23T02:23:00.000-07:00

I've just realised, my previous posts are very very emo o.O
anyway, who cares xP
I can't bring myself to blog anymore. I'm not happy =(
so here's the one thing:
Trials are coming =) yeah feel the pressure.

theory exam tomorrow Dx
my italian terms still terumbang-ambing, transposing sucks, careless time interval answers and I hate composing so much!
the only thing I like is the cadence part.
but surprisingly, I passed my violin practical o.O
yes I was shocked as well because I played the scales and appregios wrongly. The examiner knew I've forgotten A minor and she asked twice. Had to struggle.

anyway, I shan't rant anymore cause I hate my blog. I'm planning to create a new one but I'll maintain this since the prom pictures and here and all.

On second thoughts, this blog is fine =)

=)

2009-08-17T12:13:00.000-07:00

Sharing something meaningful but boring

Buddhism won The Best Religion In The World award 15 Jul 2009, Tribune de Geneve

The Geneva-based International Coalition for the Advancement of
Religious and Spirituality (ICARUS) has bestowed "The Best Religion
In
the World" award this year on the Buddhist Community.

This special
award was voted on by an international round
table of more than 200
religious leaders from every part of
the spiritual spectrum. It was
fascinating to note that many
religious leaders voted for Buddhism rather
than their own
religion although Buddhists actually make up a tiny minority
of ICARUS membership. Here are the comments by four voting
members:

Jonna Hult, Director of Research for ICARUS said
"It wasn't a
surprise to me that Buddhism won Best
Religion in the World, because we
could find literally not
one single instance of a war fought in the name of
Buddhism,
in contrast to every other religion that seems to keep a gun
in the closet just in case God makes a mistake. We were hard
pressed to
even find a Buddhist that had ever been in an
army. These people practice
what they preach to an extent we
simply could not document with any other
spiritual
tradition."

A Catholic Priest, Father Ted
O'Shaughnessy said from Belfast ,
"As much as I love the Catholic Church, it
has always bothered
me to no end that we preach love in our scripture yet
then
claim to know God's will when it comes to killing other
humans. For
that reason, I did have to cast my vote for the
Buddhists."

A
Muslim Cleric Tal Bin Wassad agreed from Pakistan via
his translator. "While
I am a devout Muslim, I can see
how much anger and bloodshed is channeled
into religious
expression rather than dealt with on a personal level. The
Buddhists have that figured out." Bin Wassad, the
ICARUS voting member
for Pakistan 's Muslim community
continued, "In fact, some of my best
friends are
Buddhist."

And Rabbi Shmuel Wasserstein said from
Jerusalem, "Of course,
I love Judaism, and I think it's the greatest
religion
in the world. But to be honest, I've been practicing
Vipassana
meditation every day before minyan (daily Jewish
prayer) since 1993. So I
get it."

However, there was one snag - ICARUS couldn't find anyone to
give
the award to. All the Buddhists they called kept saying they
didn't
want the award.

When asked why the Burmese Buddhist community refused
the award,
Buddhist monk Bhante Ghurata Hanta said from Burma,
"We are
grateful for the acknowledgement, but we give
this award to all humanity,
for Buddha nature lies within
each of us." Groehlichen went on to say "We're
going to keep calling around until we find a Buddhist who
will accept
it. We'll let you know when we do."

my gift is my song <3

2009-08-13T11:26:00.000-07:00

Just sharing something nice =)

my gosh

2009-08-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

Guess what
My oh-so-freakin-paranoid face is back in action =="
Well, stuff happens and just got extremely lonely at home after 2 weeks without proper meals Dx
So please please please, if you see my what-the-heck-don't-try-to-provoke-me-before-I-bash-you face or the what-do-you-want-before-I-become-paranoid face, SCOLD ME!!! xP
I don't want people telling me I look arrogant because I am not Dx *ss moments xP*
And I don't even go around staring at teachers as if they're some aliens or giving the form 1s those kind of weird looks anymore xD
remember, whenever I show those kind of expression, just SCOLD ME

I'm out of biscuits DDDDDDX no wait, I'm not going to eat so much anymore before I grow another 5kg D=
yeah, my eating habits can make anyone grow fat in no time xP

ah, planning to shut up for one whole period again tomorrow *too noisy and getting a little too paranoid when they start staring*.

Emo rants ahead, scroll to NOT read. No vulgar words though, no worries. ITS NOT COLOURFUL & FULL OF WORDS

#1. Yes, I tend to get on people's nerve when I'm loud so instead of giving me those look, isn't it better to tell me straight to my face? I don't mind criticism but I hate the fact of people disliking and not telling me. You can't make me change if you don't correct me, isn't that reasonable?

#2. So what's wrong when I don't know something? Is it a must for me to catch everything up like everybody? Must I know every single thing? Not everyone's perfect and especially when it comes to slow and stupid idiots like me. Get that?

#3. So what's wrong with it when I need help? I can't handle everything myself cause I am not capable of doing so. And unless I can do it by myself, what's the point of asking anymore?

#4. Yes I am always not ready. Not ready as in I do not take actions when you snap your fingers.
Just give me a little time to get things back on track.

#5. Is it wrong for me to try something? Was just trying to get the feeling when I'm not around. Trying to see how peaceful you people can be without this pest here but please, don't discourage me or give awful statements when you don't know anything.

#6. AND HECK IF YOU HATE ME JUST BLOODY TELL ME "I HATE YOU!!" straight to my face and end the damn thing cause I'm sick of it.

#7. I just don't get the fact why am I always on the destructive interference. If you just want to ignore me, tell me off and don't let me continue bugging you.

#8. And if you think I can't do it, don't give it to me at all instead of wasting everybody's time.

NO, I don't want to be a pest in someone's life. I may be a little too paranoid but I do see things. Although I'm an ignorant idiot, it doesn't make me someone insensitive this whole time.
And, even if you call this a joke and ask me not to take it too seriously, but imagine getting the same treatment regularly, isn't that unfair?

awesome-ness

2009-08-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

I WATCHED MOULIN ROUGE =DDD

the hills are aliveeeeee with the sound of music. ahahahaahahahahahaha xD
awesome show!!

This story is about love
The woman I loved
is dead.
There was a boy
A very strange
Enchanted boy
They say he wandered
Very far, very far
Over land and sea
A
little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he

And then one day
One magic day
He passed my way
While we spoke
Of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me
"The greatest
thing
You'll ever learn
Is just to love and
Be loved in
return"

breathe

2009-08-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

Cause I can't help it if you look like an angel,

Can't help if I wanna kiss you in the rain so

Come feel this magic I've been feeling since I met you

Can't help it if there's no one else

I can't help myself

Yep, Current ringtone is Hey Stephen but it scared the hell out of me when someone called me for the first time I used this ringtone. I was in the room alone >.>

ehe

I like my neighbour

so comel!

wait, but I only see him like once every half a year x.X blehhh

Tuition trials was hard. Was gobsmacked when I saw the questions. They made me =O

I found my retainers WOOT (sings joy to the world)

I want to watch HANNAH MONTANA!!! no not for miley. Taylor Swift!!!!!

"There're no boundarieeeeeeeeesssssssss" xD

tata *blogger's a little too high*

white mill

2009-08-07T11:38:00.000-07:00

Sheeeesh
Why must everybody provoke me?
EVEN MY DOG PROVOKES ME *so I locked him outside the whole day >D*
hmph shooo bad luck shoooo!!

My mum hasn't realise my green eyes yet xD

I'm deleting friendster friends *as in those unknown Indons and Filipino/a*. Its so annoying. They should have those one shot delete all button unless I terminate myself. So unfair!

No, I'll keep the rest to myself

Sometimes people ask, why do I like anime so much. This is why:
I don't have to think about the world and at least there are some happy scenes to cheer myself up. The people there are flawless, unlike the ones here in the world- Cruel and gruesome.

twirling sticks

2009-08-05T11:25:00.000-07:00

Now that SPM is soooo near *thanks MC ==;*,
I realise how stupid I am when it comes to studying .-.
there're only 3 months left and I cannot even answer the tuition trials paper properly =/
My marks are horrible and I realise how much people can distract me or confuse me last minute.
sheesh!!! instead of ranting here, I should be studying instead.

ah, so sleepy

People are people and sometimes we change our minds

dingdongBANG

2009-08-04T10:40:00.000-07:00

WOW,
I can now feel LIFE
what's life with tuitions everyday man!!!
aaaah! the joy of sleeping the whole afternoon and listening to FEARLESS the whole day

black pins

2009-08-02T10:34:00.000-07:00

I BOUGHT MY SAYANG!!!!!

Fearless!!!!!!!!!!

Well my mum bought it for me though xP
YESS!!! The international edition!!

Of all the girls tossing rocks at your window,

I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold

Save the birthday present for something else cause I'm now listening to it non-stop xD
Is in <3 with Hey Stephen and Breathe. Not really into White Horse though >.> Don't find it catchy or calming

Shall blog more about my sayang with REAL pictures, that was from the net. *Nono, this sayang is different from darling (Adeline)* I am not gay though

Here's some random encounters for the past week.

Some random guy trying hard to advertise for some charity by going house by house
Me

*stares, look around* ekk, Malay?
O.O haaa?
*stares again* Indon?
uh no -__-;
*Looks up and turns to the left (I have an altar-ish thing outside)* Teng lang *Chinese*?
*rolls eyes* ya ya >.>
Starts blaberring in some mandarin-ish hokkien dialect

That was so frustrating =="
If only I had more of my mum's genes and I won't at least LOOK LIKE AN INDON!!! gaaahhhhh.
*In ah beng's slang* dark ma dark lah, so many tanned chinese ah but I've never seen them questioning them whether they're indons or not. No, I'm not discriminating. Baaaahhh I know I am not a Chinese. Geeee, racist!!!

Ceh, I'm so tired. Tired of blogging and cursing. Tomorrow got add math's test and Biology trials for tuition. I ish very sick of form 5 *wished I was a year younger or older*

cabbages and crayons

2009-07-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

What's the point
OF HAVING BOMBASTIC ENGLISH IN BLOGS????
just some little nonsensical rant
o.O I can't see what I'm typing. The probability of me having at least 10 errors in a sentence is 9/10 without my spectacles. Wait, I nearly typed tentacles o.O fish!!!

I ish a little high

We should get thesaurus!!!
what does thesaurus sound to you at first before you knew the meaning?
I thought it was a mutation of a T-Rex. And now it sounds more like a rhinoceros o.O

I shouldn't be here
No, I shouldn't be in Malaysia
DOUBLE FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my brother is going to ENGLAND with my grandma. WHY AM I HERE?????

say no to cockroach invasion!
say yes to shieldtox!
no, not for advertisement purposes.
I KILLED A DAMN COCKROACH. WOOT
that was like after spraying the whole bottle of Shieldtox.

WAIT, fuck is NOT a vulgar word!!!
its an abbreviation.
the abbreviation of:
Fornication Under the Consent of the King

sue them people!!!
I watched Evita =D

If I were a boy... NO!! If I were a lawyer, *got carried away too easily*
I WILL SUE ALL THE EMO PEOPLE =DDDD
why so?
They like to injure themselves
By injuring themselves,
I could sue them under the attempt of taking one's life, culpable suicide.

"Whoever causes death by doing an act with the intention of causing death, or with the intention of causing such bodily injury as is likely to cause death, or with the knowledge that he is likely by such act to cause death, commits the offence of culpable homicide"

I was that bored alright. Goodnight =D

rebreather??

2009-07-23T11:34:00.000-07:00

sup'...
._.

FINE!
So I've been dead .-.
Not dead as in dead, well literally.. WHO CARES!

PJ folio, SCREW YOU!! *no, I don't want to screw it*
now my fingers are full of glue and inks. Colourful inks. No, its not very pretty.
I've postponed the damn folio for 1 week =D I guess she'll minus maybe 5 marks for 5 days and if I were to pass up next week, I might get a zero =D Who cares >.> PJ isn't in SPM

Goodness, I am so sleepy Dx
I can't stand going online these days, its so boring!
Imagine sitting in front of the computer not mapling, not blogging, not poupee-ing, not blog hopping, not tweeting, not watching random videos. I almost died X_x

Too many things happened and I'm just so lazy to blog it all.

Happy *Belated* Birthday to

1st darling: Adeline

and

Krystal

That's all I guess .-.

right on

2009-07-17T10:16:00.000-07:00

I have kusudama flowers that I made early this year
its pretty I tell you.

bon odori (18/7/09)
get your ass off the computer screen and come to Esplanade *if you're in Penang*
its one of the nicest event of the year
SO COME!!
and to the ghost house.
COME!
who cares about queuing. Life's all about entertainment and fun so get the hell out of your computer chair and come NOW

Short Notice
Ok something is not right.
Its either somebody used my name to start spamming around in the internet or there's another "Danielle".
But seriously, I do not go around sending people random stuff UNLESS I know you and actually layan you.
Damn, someone kacau-ed in Facebook already.
What do you think? I have all the bloody time in the world?
And something else went wrong as well.
WHO THE HECK SIGNED IN MY MSN WITHOUT MY PRESENCE?
Karen saw it.
I was in my grandma's and I doubt it was my dad.
So please, if you see me going online for less than half an hour, somebody must've hacked into my account or it's not me at all. Ah, I do NOT go online in the afternoon on weekdays unless you don't find me in school or there's a project.
SERIOUSLY, Don't layan! It might be virus as well

ohm

2009-07-16T11:01:00.000-07:00

this new layout doesn't give me the strength to update my blog.
This post is to confirm that I'm still alive
toodles

curses

2009-07-07T10:37:00.001-07:00

The one damn thing about my Mozilla
It doesn't show the results as expected.
But I think its my fault for not installing all the thingies for the program pfft!

WOOT I am so lifeless these days. I blog nonsense

My brother got himself an SLR WOOT WOOT
now the camera is MINE!
but sorry, the program to upload pictures from the camera is in the brother's laptop so there's nothing in this computer xD
which makes no difference with or without the camera .-.

Why is the damn time passing so fast?
I don't even have time for myself. Once I shut my eyes, the next minute, its either a bloody phone call or its time for tuition.
That's how lifeless I can be right now

I love my class
Why?
Example:
Mod Math period, with Mr Ooi sitting after putting away his "earth".
All of a sudden

Amyra SS: Sir, sir sihat ke?
Mr Ooi: O.o sihat ah

Amyra SS: Sir makan durian ah?
Mr Ooi: makan ah

continues with the durian and merentas desa topic among that group

that's how random

NO OUTINGS?
YES! NO OUTINGS.
WHY NO OUTINGS?
BECAUSE I AM LAZY!!!!!!
too lazy.

Well screw it. I'll just do what I'm supposed to do.
Home works .-.
Bon Odori stuff =D
Study Dx
Trials DDDx
Theory Exam =="
SPM X_x!!!

FREE AT LAST!

no its not time for me to caps lock that sentence yet.

and wait, I think I'm returning for form 6. Yes, at St. George's cause I'm a sick kid who follows whatever my brother has done (he returned to PFS lah) . Just that, he has got more "LIFE" than I do.

Anyway, why am I thinking so far?
Let's think about tomorrow.
Well I have double periods of sejarah and I've got to sleep before Pn. Suguna starts giving us more work.

Damn I rant a lot for a daily post
I used "damn" too much .-.
beepbeepbeeeeep

sheesh

2009-07-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

Want to know how weird my parents are?
Well, the look they gave when I told them I'm not chosen for NS .-.
wait, what the heck?

.-.

totally random

Vegas!

2009-07-05T11:05:00.000-07:00

"Shut up and put your money where your mouth is,
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas"

2 a.m., I've done editing the blog.
Leave a comment if you can't see the font or whatever.
I'm so tired now

brown peppers

2009-07-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

You know the one thing I hate about youtube?
That's cause it sucks
ooops no offence youtube fans, its just an opinion after all. No harm done.

I'm on my little roach-killing spree with my dad. Don't ask or I'll spray Shieldtox at your face.

And so I did not go for merentas desa.
Why?
Cause I suck at running .-.
I have other matters. I was dead sick and my MC is REAL!!!! I actually vomited and had to swallow pills with the least amount of water. Yeah, the brother scolded me due to my retard-ness of eating pills.

Woot!!! I finished Add Maths!!
This is real. I am not joking! I've got the urge to open up a table and sit to do my homework. With the tv off. I am so proud of myself xD Oh well, I tortured Hema by asking questions after another through SMS *postpaid can gaya a little xD* and she was mad xD

DumDumDumDuum!
Next week onwards, I shall swallow at least 10 anti-going-crazy/mad/angry/hyper pills before I go to school and put a smiling face in front of my new juniors =) I am so kind.

"I'm so gangsta you can find me baking cookies at night"

sometimes, things are too high for you to reach or too low for you to see =/

I shall go continue my roach hunting, toodles~ *I like using gay symbols*

p/s: do you notice pretty/handsome people wears enormously gigantic nerdy glasses?
p/s/s: I'm a little lost here, when did they start recruiting new prefects? Damn the school admin D<

little toadstool chair

2009-07-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

"RM0.20 PLKN: Maaf! 921223075*** tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri
7/2010. Terima Kasih"

WOOOT!!! MAAF APA??? you call that TAHNIAH dear. wahahahahahahahahhaa it makes me so happy and I kept on looking at the handphone and start giggling when I see that message. Its like, one of my new year resolutions came true. Oh yeahhh xDDD WOOT WOOT but Phei Xian, Joalin, Hema, Tabitha, Kelly and Rachel kena =( good luck~

Hiiiiiiiiii people world friends lalalala *ok, I've got to stop being so gay*
and so I'm going to start pia-ing for SPM trials already, watch me xD *as if*. Did my homework just now without any distractions WOOT!! miracle isn't it? I actually did my homework, oh never mind. I'm just not so Hema-ish so yeah =D

BON ODORI IS COMING SOON!!!!!! BUY COUPONS FROM ME!!! COME COME COME COME COME COME COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOT FIREWORKS OKAY!!!!!!!!!!! GOT HAUNTED HOUSE AS WELL!!!!!!!! COME COME COME COME COME *ok, this is getting a little too much ==*. RM20 per book so hurry up!!!! I sold off 3 books already lalala.

hmm I guessed I whined too much nowadays. Ask Swee Teng, she had to sit and listen xDDD well not my fault since some kind of *toot toot toot (insert four-letter words to replace beeps)* had to find fault with me. I'm sick and tired of this prefect-ish thingy. They should stop being so forceful and selfish. But I guess I can't say it out loudly in meetings but damn it, they're getting overboard. Bitches. Oh well excuse my language *at least its still ENGLISH, its a female dog!*

And talk about languages, I am so proud of myself to NOT understand what on earth were those Malay abbreviations written in those "love" letters categorised as barang rampasan from spotcheck. Like seriously, what's amp? hg? sdey (sp?)? 6pak? Even the Malays in my class had a hard time understanding it. What happened to the Malay language? What happened to the English language in an English school?? Now the Kementerian should definitely read this: students are not appreciating the languages learnt and are so lazy until they use unnecessary abbreviations which confuses other students. Retards. They should have demerits for those who uses unnecessary abbreviations =DDDDD

I've whined too much, so much for a dead blog anyway. Tata~

purple mascara

2009-06-28T00:16:00.000-07:00

Taylor's rap

I have reasons to like Gakuen Alice so much <3

peace and twirls

2009-06-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson left us =/
The first singer I've ever known in my whole life and I'm currently watching his performance on tv.
He's definately a legend and the most extraordinary artist ever lived.
This part of the post is for him.

nothing much happened.
Violin exams next tuesday and my teacher had just taught me what on earth is aural .-.

no I did not mention it to anybody.
I'll just keep it to myself.

*blogger is getting lazier so please pardon her*

Mud ball

2009-06-23T09:47:00.000-07:00

And so I set my foot into the Japanese School in Penang for the first time
*wtfish*

today lah today!

Went to the Japanese School somewhere near the Kia service centre. That road lah what's the name ah? the old old one. Oh whatever =="

So we left the school at around 2.15 while that finance/commerce/marketing guy was still crapping about his little fantasy on Calvin Klein undies ._.

Took the school bus and when we reached, the teacher greeted us. The school is quite small but the facilities are way better than ours. The principal, Mr Osakabe gave a little speech and so we moved according to groups. Pn Kheng joined us and she was the one doing all the talking. That was because our Japanese suck and Pn Kheng was the one trying her best to speak in simple English.

Started off with the sports club.

They were discussing about some football thing. Picture from Adeline's blog because she was the only one with a camera. Notice that the Japanese are very dark. Our group's concept: Maybe they can't adapt to our weather and kena sunburn.

Next is the Japanese Cultural Club. They played drums ranging from small standing drums to the huge ones where people play for lion dance.

Then it was the art club.

They draw pretty mangas and make cute crafts

Then it was the "Kemahiran Hidup" club.

Then the Cooking Club =DDDD

They were making french toast pizza (?) and it smells so nice. They actually used metal to cook. *we used wood because we're lame*
That 3 girls were shy at first but in the end they're in the picture.

Then went to the science club but they were at the field. Rolled some mud balls because they said mud balls can remain that shape after the pressure is bla bla bla =="

And so the principal said: The students are ranged from age 7 to 15.
Where are the 15+ kids? They go back to Japan =/

Thats the end of a day in the Japanese School

By the way,
I've reactivated my stupid Facebook. And if I did not add you *in which I doubt cause I sent invites to EVERYONE*, please please please add me. Facebook looks suckeh and blank

Prom was the one thing I will miss

2009-06-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

19/06/2009

Prom night!!
imagine how we used to jump around in form 1 staring at our seniors
now its our turn to have our graduation night.
Morning-Afternoon: Didn't go to school, went to hairdo and make up with Adeline and Karen.
Evening: PROM

Reached at 7 something at Traders Hotel. Thought we were late *Adeline, Karen and I* but when we reached the 3rd floor. W.O.W. Everyone was so stunning and gorgeus until you can't even recognise them.

Performances:
Specially from Traders: An afro dancing but it was cute
School performances: Indian Dance, Ballet, Cheerleading, Belly Dance, Ex-student singing

Let the pictures do the talking.

Tadaa!! Blog owner =D *ignore the bread*

Another extremely random person, Sarah Naeilah. Want to know how random? Here:

What did she say?
"I practiced posing with my back" and "I am gorgeus".
"Gedik eh?"
Thats what she said =D

Award Winners:
*missing Miss Abalone: Mei Shan; because the picture I took with her was blur and dark*

Drama Queen: Eunice!!

Miss Starfish a.k.a The most popular person: Kelly!!

Miss Clown Fish a.k.a The funniest person: Ashley!!

Miss Angel Fish a.k.a the most angelic person: Tabitha!!!!!!!

Smartest person: Bong!! ah, I mean Tze Ni xD

Little Mermaid a.k.a Best dressed: Jing Min!!
The dress is beautiful, so is she =D

Pearl of the Ocean a.k.a Belle of the night: Sherilyn

School Admin:

Head Prefect: Jesslyn

Form 4 English teacher: Pn Annie

Friends *you're all my friends but I can't manage to put so many pictures here so no offence alright*:

My 2 darlings =D Oh well, we're happy gays

Sarah, me and Denise

Dianne!! We're graduating Dx

Wen Jun, and Miss Dory a.k.a the sporty one: Ivy *On the right with the half face grrr I have a better picture with her in HER PHONE ==*

Lesson: Never try cramming so many people in a photo or else your face will end up like Sarah*Huang*'s.
From the left: Sarah, me, Carmen, Karen

Now its better

The two very tall anime fan/freaks: Krystal and Amelia!!!

Cheong Swee Yean!! Next time smile lah!

Class Monitor: Fion!!! You're so pretty, Lin Dan can go long piak lah!

Class Asst. Monitor: Azzyati!!!

That's the end of prom BUT, its not the end of the night =D

Went straight to Cititel with:

Ashley, Adeline, Carmen, Phei Xian, Swee Yean, Soon Wei, Janice, Karen, Mei Yen, and Rebecca.

Acting oh-so-retarded

Stole Ashley's title xD and posed with my balloons

Checked out at 1 p.m. the next day

There're more pictures but I have no time to steal yet except from Amelia xD

That's all for now

lalalalala *skips off happily*

moonshadow

2009-06-18T11:39:00.000-07:00

I am sick .-.
Fever and headache Dx
Oh well, thanks to PJ. My whole body was crying out to me and I can't even walk properly. My gastrocnemius, hamstring and sternocleidomastoid are crying. And crap, I don't think I can walk properly during prom =/

Exam results are out and my mum is annoying me by asking one million and one questions about it.

wait, I feel sick again so I'm going off

coffee and cakes make me ._.

2009-06-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

Oh crap my biceps are aching ==
Such a weirdo, since we ran during PJ on Monday, I spent my time walking,talking and having gastritis which causes me to wobble instead of running. So yeah, my legs are very happy but my biceps aren't =D

Exam results are out and aaah, I got more than half for physics =DD Yay me! And for the first time, I'm having an A for moral =D Biology's getting worst but paper 2 is ok =D And eventually the ones that pulled my science subject's results down is paper 1. Yes, all paper 1. I hate shading, waste of time and energy.

AH, PHEI XIAN!! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS YOU BIG STALKER XD
How on earth can you spend your life without going online har?
GO TWITTER!
chase after celebs and at least let us know that you're alive =="

BM teacher was funny o.O I can't believe I'm actually saying this.
Oh well, big time mind reader, she knows I/someone else were to give an excuse to not pass up the karangan and crap, she knows what excuse we were gonna give. *gobsmacked moments*
And she cracked some really funny jokes on her previous years of marking. Listen

Masuk kandang kambing mengembek...

I guess you people know what's the next animal right?

cow? well that's the logic * I sounded like Mr Ooi ==*

This is the answer given from the girl *a senior since she left school already*

so its masuk kandang kambing mengembek,

MASUK KANDANG HARIMAU MENGAUM

How clever! HOW CLEVER!! entah siapa ajar ye

And Mr Ooi ==" he's very very good but the way he teach us, like kindergarten
He drew stars and his writing size is 2x my writing size on the blackboard *my writing on the board is big and horrible. don't trust me? ask Swee Teng*.
And his expression, priceless man.
I think all of us will remember even after graduation. That funny face of his.

oh have to get back to karangan now. I can't think of any isi(s) because they're so whiny. But karangan berpanduS are kacangS, can finish in 10minutes xD

Toodles =DD

polka dots

2009-06-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

Oh hey little ones =D

School is back again! Yep, and I seriously did not sleep last night. Tried to, but can't so ended up looking like a panda in school.
Prom is this friday people =D have you guys gotten your dresses?
oh well, call me prom dress hantu xD

damn, I'm still not done with all my homeworks. Well its for the holidays and I wasted the holidays just like that =DDD

O.o Snow White is so old!!! its as old as my grandmother o.O it was no wonder they had those puffy colour disorientation sleeves on her. And Sleeping Beauty is old too o.o I liked Sleeping Beauty. Ahh, those days were fun. Now its like a tonne of crap and Disney's focusing on real humans more than cartoons nowadays.

And I guess I have to shut up at times. Oh wait, its my mouth but somehow those faces on people .-. scary
EG:
Adeline, Phei Xian, Joalin and me were talking about necrophiles *ok I know its sick but we're just curious*. The girl behind us was staring at us. And staring. Kept on staring. And staring =="
scary man!!!! her face. They didn't notice but I saw.

Ah shall continue to waste more papers for moral kerja kursus! wish me luck =D

psh psh

2009-06-14T10:14:00.000-07:00

Hey!! world,people, things
The happy person is back.
I've done emo-ing, it was a waste of time. My holidays were gone because of that. Stupidity .-.

School's starting? Who's happy =D I am not =)
Thats because I did not touch a single homework. There's nothing to pass up tomorrow =D
I shall rush tomorrow so let me sleep now. Oh wait, I ish planning to not sleeep tonight xD I woke up at 4p.m. today woooot!! of course I can't tell my mum, I ended up sleeping at 5.40a.m. yesterday wheee. I've turned nocturnal since the start of the holidays.

Mum bought new dramas =D Man in Charge and the other one, the one with the traditional clothes. I like these shows more than those modern ones. Modern ones are >.> boring somehow because they focus more on looove, money, loooove and looooove. so bleh whereas traditional ones, they focus on strategies, logics and the forbidden city <3

Durian season is here =D yuummm, durians are awesome. I don't know why people hate durians. They're not bombs ._.

Violin exams are getting nearer o.O I am SOOOO SCARED!!! I can't even play my scales properly =/ and the first song, I think the examiner is going to fail me right away. I can't play fast enough >.<

uh my contacts are dry. Wore too long so I'm going off now =D

moomoocow

2009-06-13T04:58:00.000-07:00

You know what's pissing me off badly now?
My oh-so-fu*king-slow computer *excuse the vulgarities used in this post. I am pissed but I've decided to censor one of the alphabets*
Fu*king Msn. When I go online, its like a compulsory thing to go dc.
And the fu*king sound card. Why on earth did that idiotic man NOT install the sound card?? I spent my whole year without sound. YES, 1 WHOLE FU*KING YEAR.

wait let me calm down *breathes*
alright, here's something to cheer myself.
My brother is getting himself an SLR so he's giving me his camera *oh well, its not his but he made it as if it's like his so whatever*

oh check this out <3can't remember who gave it to me. I know someone gave but bleeh. its not Sarah N coz she gives me weird videos ==" oh well

ah something unrelated

║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*i know i know
*OGHMYGOD
K a r e n ' says:
*?
║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*i didnt do anything during the holidays
*=D
*not even moral kerja kursus
K a r e n ' says:
*wheee same *high 5!*
*XD
║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*not even tugasan harian
*not even karangan for BM
K a r e n ' says:
*ohhh, i didnt do yet HAHAHAHAHA
*SAME
*AHAHAHAHA
║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*not even ADD MATHS =DDD
K a r e n ' says:
*do tomorrow lo
*AHAHA SAMEEEE
║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
K a r e n ' says:
*XDDDDDDD
║Жж•• Dάиϊεłłз ••жЖ║ says:
*HAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
*we're idiots!!! high 5
K a r e n ' says:
*LOLLL
*WE ARE COOOOL
*XDDDDDD

2 weeks. We did nothing ==" bunch of idiots we are.